I'm not the sun, shining sweetly in rays of warmth and light
I'm not the rain either, violently  pouring endlessly drenching in misery
I'm the earth after a rainy storm, when the sun breaks out and heats the ground
All at once
I'm the hissing steam, sizzling and
Confused so hot all at once, flustered and floating in the heat of your heartless love.

Tides lash as secrets keep
Dark times in a mind so meek
Kissing thoughts that roam the deep

Wake to the cold embrace
The memories, that make me shake
For gods sake, give me a break
I'm not feeling so great
  
Lovely times, though horrible crimes
That haunt my mind
Wish I could just replace
But in my drugs you are laced
An addiction, you embrace

Please tell me I'm worth it
So we can just be perfect

Move your hands across my body
The lightest you've ever touched feeling every scar and mark of my skin
Then grasp my reassurance that you'll always catch my fall and accept every flaw
Drag your lips across mine in a slow motion kiss that brings me to surrender
Pull my neck with your mouth and take my heat leaving me chills
Look at me like you've met me for the first time, and are seeing me for for the last
Allow our bodies to fuse and move like the waves pulling me in closer and closer and closer to you
Spaces widen then tighten, winding and grasping at our fantasy
Breathing you in, in short breathes of trusted submission

Once you were holding my hand
A bold embrace
Every time we met
A smile and a kiss
at every goodbye
Leaving each other
Gleaming
Side by side
In a feild of grass
We had to leave
Because of your allergies
But that was my favorite part
When you gave me butterfly kisses
And spun me slowly to fast tunes
Decorating each other in paint
Just for the hell of it
Getting you to eat blueberries
When you hate fruit
And me eating asparagus
That I can't bare to taste
Sitting on your heated kitchen floor
Eating chocolate animal crackers
On Wednesdays
The sifting sun
Through your windows
On that old denim couch
In the endless summer
Cool and cuddled for hours
Your back rubs on bad days
When you would kiss
The freckles on my shoulders
Times seemingly endless
An eternal love burned so fierce
But now look at us
Me, a shadow in your life
I would be holding your hand
Talking to friends
Laughing and loving so greatly
Yet I write this alone now
Sitting in the locker room
On a musty couch
Hidden in the back
Before the school day starts
Where I will see you again
And wish hopelessly
That I could hear you say
I love you
Once more
And beleive it

She who died in summer.
     She who died on train.
She who died at dawn.
     She who died in class.
She who died in kindle garden.
     She who died at each corner.
            
Only she who get evolved.
          She who is a dream now.

IS THERE ANYONE LIKE ME?