Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
I've slowly been losing you for awhile now
After you died, I could still here your voice in my head
Slowly it began to fade
The voice becoming weaker and weaker
Day by day it disappeared
Now your face is fading too
The only thing keeping it in place is the pictures I have left
And the memories that always bring back tears
It breaks my heart
Because you are my everything
And I can't lose you yet
Not yet
I still need to see your face to calm down
It's hard enough to not hear your soothing voice
But I need to picture your face in my mind
Otherwise I'm lost
This is about my grandma who died of cancer around a year ago, I still die everyday
Don't you think it's strange?
Since you left me alone.
We were once
only one person.
I did not know where
you ended and I began.
Now we are two total strangers
That know all the expressions
of love that exist
in each other hearts.
**Verse from Send In The Clowns

Don't you love farce? My fault I fear
I thought that you'd want what I want, sorry, my dear
But where are the clowns? Quick, send in the clowns
Don't bother, they're here**
Gusto mo ba 'yun"

Gusto mo ba 'yun, lagi ka na lang pampalipas oras?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, kahit ilang beses ka na niloko bumabalik ka pa rin sa kanya?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, pinaglalaruan ka nang paulit-ulit?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, lagi ka na lang niya sinasaktan?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, nagmumukha ka nang kaawa-awa?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, wala na nga siyang oras sa'yo, nagpapakatanga ka pa rin?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, 'pag galit ka, galit rin siya sa'yo?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, bumibitaw na siya, kumakapit ka pa rin?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, kahit pagod na pagod ka na?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, kahit hindi ka na pinapahalagahan?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, pangako niya laging napapako?
Gusto mo ba 'yun, kahit pagod na pagod ka na?


*Oo, gusto ko 'yun, mas masaya 'pag ganun.
Next page