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Mar 2018 · 282
Life
Glayz Welch Mar 2018
Keeping dry eyes,
And hiding to cry
Wearing long sleeves,
Leaving the blood there to dry
Knowing how to feel better,
But not willing to try
This is the epitome of many peoples' lives

Breaking your heart,
Just to keep others' whole
Keep going on,
When you can't handle anymore
Pushing yourself,
But you already know
You need help,
With nowhere to go

Not loving yourself,
But smiling through
Feeling so hopeless,
Like nobody loves you
Dying inside,
But still pushing through
Counting your breath,
Wishing to be someone new

Anxiety and Depression
Take hold of your mind
Your life feeling like
It's falling apart
You want to feel better
But don't know how to start
So you take all your medication
Trying to finally stop your heart

In the hospital room,
Waking up after days
Family crying,
Telling you you're okay
But you know you're not
Okay in any way
You still feel as though
You're wasting away

They put you in therapy
To have you start "healing"
You get put on medications
To take the edge off of what your feeling
They call it the road to recovery,
Learning again how to be a happy human being

I know it takes so long
And the journey is tough
But you meet people along the way
Who have also had it rough
You learn you're not alone
And you're on your way up
Just know there are people there for you
Forever, no matter what
Jul 2016 · 388
Untitled
Glayz Welch Jul 2016
My heart is fragile,
My mind is weak,
Sometimes I don't have the energy to speak,
My life seems like a vivid dream
And sometimes I can actually believe
That my limits have finally reached their peak

Sometimes I wonder if I am dead
And all my memories are made up inside my head
Like my heart already ceased to beat
But my mind is still forcing me to think,

Sometimes my heart is so sore
That I don't know if I can handle much more
But I have to for there are these things
That play through my mind
And keep my heartbeat in sync
With the thoughts that play
Throughout my head
As I lay inside my nice warm bed
And although nightmares are my only type of dream,
My siblings make me able to breathe
Feb 2016 · 373
Fairy Tales
Glayz Welch Feb 2016
When you think about most fairy tales,
What's the first thing that comes to mind?
That magical kiss?
Those glass slippers?
Meeting the perfect guy?
Well, think about the things they endure
To end up with their dream lives
Evil queens,
Daunting dragons,
Even just parents who have closed minds
What I take out of these fairy tales most,
Is that they aren't afraid to cry
They don't give up
No matter what
Even after they nearly die
They've defeated their enemies
Gone through their hardships
And just moved on with their lives
Their happily after
Was not just given
They actually had to try
Oct 2015 · 443
Love Destroys (continued)
Glayz Welch Oct 2015
Love destroys
This fragile boy
Now he needs my protection
His heart is broken
His mind is weak
All he needs is real affection
You may not notice
How he will be
But you can't be oblivious
To what this means.
He loves you for you.
And you're calling him weak?
You don't deserve his love
He doesn't deserve to be
In a relationship
Where the one thing you need,
The love, isn't there
You weren't meant to be
He will do great things
And I will be there
When he succeeds
Because it turns out
I'm his big sister, you see
I won't let his compassion **** him
I won't let him wallow in grief
What I will let him do
Is forget about you
But also learn the lesson
That not all "love" is true
His heart is so big
And you left one crack
From which
I will make sure
He will bounce back
Oct 2015 · 555
PTSD rewritten
Glayz Welch Oct 2015
Now I lay me down to sleep
Praying, hoping we don't meet
But every time I close my eyes
I see us together
Then I cry
You made me think
That you loved me
I thought I loved you, so to speak
But later I finally realized
The **** made you different in my eyes
You took my virginity
My inner sanctum
My inner peace
You switched it with
Your filthy lies
You had *** with me
Over five times
I was only gone for three whole days
Just why, oh why would you treat me that way?
Fourteen girls including me?
What happened to your common sense?
Your dignity?
Oh, wait, the drugs
Now I see
Not much after,
It came to me
You're older than my daddy
You aren't even clean
I'm lucky no diseases
Were given to me
Just sever trauma
PTSD
Oct 2015 · 334
Mommy...
Glayz Welch Oct 2015
I really can't keep doing
The things that I do
The things that I know
Are just making me miss you
Mommy come back
Just fix my mood
You're the only thing I need
You always know what to do

I really can't keep doing
The things that I do
The things that I know
Will remind me of you
Because if I can remember
Just one more thing
I know it'll be harder
For me to see
And there'll be less of a reason
For you to leave


I really can't keep doing
The things that I do
The things that I know
Will disappoint you
I shouldn't self harm
Cause the thought of you
Looking at my scars
Of me thinking that I had nothing to lose
Nothing to live for
Living life with no muse

I really can't stop doing
The things that I do
The things that I know
Will relieve you
The things that I know
Will make you proud
Make you see the daughter
You missed being around

Just don't live your life
Full of regrets
Cause, Mommy, if you did that
Your life would be a mess
Believe me, I know
That's how I started too,
But, Mommy, trust me
I will always help you through
Oct 2015 · 538
Empty Promises
Glayz Welch Oct 2015
My entire life is fueled off of
The empty promises
"I promise this is a forever thing"
"I will never leave again"
"You will always be my baby girl
"I swear you're the only one"
And that's only a few of them
The list goes on and on
It surely doesn't help when my Daddy sometimes says,
"Try not to keep your hopes up
You'll just regret it in the end"

And then there goes my Mommy,
"I wish I'd never let you in
I truly don't want to see you,
Never again"

I mean,
I know my Daddy is a drunk
And my Momma's an addict too
But I really thought
For once that
Their love had broken through
I know everybody says
My parents will always care
But if I'm being honest
I just want them to be there
If not for me,
Then most certainly
For the siblings that I love
Because in my mind
There is a list and they are most certainly above
They're my little angels
No matter what bad they have done
I will always love them for being them
All four of them, not just one.
Oct 2015 · 223
Depression
Glayz Welch Oct 2015
I know you think you realize
How I truly feel
But I don't think you recognize
What is really real
The hardest thing for me to show
Is all my actual pain
Because no matter how I share it,
It will never go away
I cry myself to sleep at night,
To try to tire myself out
Hoping that the nightmares I have,
I will forget about
That's just the bare minimum
And I am sorry to say
That you will never understand
Unless you see it my way
Oct 2015 · 464
Help me with a title?
Glayz Welch Oct 2015
I wonder if you know
That I am doing fine
I usually don't
Understand why
Why did you leave
After promising so much
Mommy, Mommy, please
I just want one more hug

I  know it seems silly,  
But no one has asked why
Why it hurts so much
And why I always cry
Because the one thing in this world
I've wanted since I was young
Is for my bio mom
To save me from my tongue
I put myself down
I mess my world up
I hate it when I do these things
But I am not done

Mommy, could you tell
That I was hurt so bad?
That no matter what happened
I could not be saved
Unless I put my mind to it
And learned a different way
I won't be sure until I know
That I will be okay
Consistency is what I need
But it can't be that way

I miss my family
I miss the way
That we could act
Like it's okay
Because what I've  gone by
My whole life
Is
Fake it til you make it
And it'll be alright
Sep 2015 · 377
Momma
Glayz Welch Sep 2015
I miss you
More than the weight of the world
When I say I miss you,
I really do
But I don't miss you now
I miss the old you
The one who always
Put her kids first
But once you were offered drugs
It took a turn for the worse
You started saying rude things
Made me lie for you
But
You also got mad at me too
I tried to apologize, but you wouldn't forgive
Then you left again
No trace to follow
When you I found you
You lost
A substantial amount of weight
It was then that I realized
The things people said were true
But no matter what,
I choose not to blame you
Now that I know where you are,
It'll be hard to follow through,
But only when you're clean is
When I choose to see you.
Sep 2015 · 261
Misunderstood (Renewed)
Glayz Welch Sep 2015
Do you ever feel misunderstood?
Well with a story like mine you sure would
People sit there they don't know what to say
I go to therapy and they're blown away
Some people sit there
And act like they care
But then a new job comes along
They quit out of nowhere
I've been in treatment all together
For over 2 years
People asked if it helped
But it's different for everyone
Different homes
Different facilities
Different faces
Different bullies
Then, when you get out
It's just a fight
Constantly asked if you're alright
Sometimes it's yes
You never say no
Because you fear that back to treatment you'll go.
Aug 2015 · 396
Moms
Glayz Welch Aug 2015
The thing about my bio mom
Is
Sometimes she tries
But
Sometimes she says things
That she knows will make me cry
I know she has a problem
But she has no right
She doesn't understand
She hasn't been in my life.

Then, there's this woman
I simply call her, "mom"
She's been with me since day one
Through everything I've done wrong
Helps me through my mistakes
Makes sure I know she's always there
She helped every day
To simply brush my hair

Sure, I want my bio mom,
But it's not worth the pain
I'll only put effort in that relationship
If she puts the drugs away

I will love my moms until the end of time,
But there's only one mom
That I am proud to call mine.
Jul 2015 · 352
Cry
Glayz Welch Jul 2015
Cry
Tear after tear
Comes from my eyes
Each of them shows
That I want to die
I mean,
I know not to take my own life
But one little cut?
Will that be alright?
I try not to be emotional
I try not to hide
But every once in a while,
I just want to cry
I just wish I had somebody to tell me
Everything will be alright,
But I don't
Because nobody will ever know
How much pain I have
That I don't let show
Jul 2015 · 258
The Unknown
Glayz Welch Jul 2015
I am tired,
But I can't sleep
My mind knows what to say,
But I can't speak
You know what to do,
But it won't show
Which makes me think
That you don't know
The truth lies on the tip of your tongue,
But you act as though
You're the only one
This affects me
More than it affects you
Maybe one day
You'll speak the truth
You never loved me,
I just accented you.
Jun 2015 · 301
The Things I Say
Glayz Welch Jun 2015
I say I'm fine,
I'm really not okay
I say "fine"
When I know you're there
When I don't know
If you really care

I say it's okay
But really it's not
My mind's in circles
But I know you won't ever know
That's why I don't usually
Let my feelings show

I say I don't care
But really I do
My heart is longing
To do one thing
But I know you won't want to
Do it with me

I say I don't know
But I really do
Just give me some time
One day I'll tell you
Don't put me on the spot
Don't think I am dumb
I just want you to know
I do think about it
Please don't think I'm an idiot

I hide the truth a lot
And most of you will never know
Whether what I let you see is real
Or if it's just a show
Take into consideration
The things I told you today
Because it'll all make sense
If you think my way
May 2015 · 962
Grandpa RIP
Glayz Welch May 2015
It's hard to remember
You're Resting In Peace
Mainly because
It doesn't really seem
That you're lying under ground
With your wings fully spread
Always checking on me
You're in the sky above my head
I'm not really sure how this poem will end
I just hope you know
That you're not just my grandpa
You're my friend
You're the brightness
That made Ovaltine to start my day
Drove me to school if I missed the bus
Oh, I had so much fun
Took me to town
Always got me sweets
But don't tell mom and dad
The secret's between you and me
I love you so much
I know that you're free
I just hope you will never
Just forget me
Because I will never ever
Forget you're existence
Because you've done so much for me
I'll live
Waiting for our meeting again
We will both have wings
No more crying in the end
May 2015 · 737
Mommy Could be There
Glayz Welch May 2015
Teresa Swartzentruber, 34, ****

You know how bad this hurts me, Mom?
To know, you could be there?
But now that you have your drug of choice,
You could be anywhere.
I'll love you through anything, anyone, alright?
The only thing I hate you for
Is risking your precious life.
May 2015 · 1000
MISS YOU MOM
Glayz Welch May 2015
Maniac
Insane
Say you're sorry
Still betraying

Youthful, not anymore
Obvious, like you're at war
Underestimating, soon you'll see, the people you hurt, not just me

Mine forever
Or until you die
**** took you away from me, I won't believe your lies
May 2015 · 13.3k
PTSD
Glayz Welch May 2015
Now I lay down to sleep
Praying, hoping we don't meet
But every time I close my eyes
I see us together
Then I cry
You took advantage of me
Took my virginity
I fell in love, so to speak
I was soon made to realize
The **** made you different in my eyes
Later realizations
Were made to me
You were older than my dad
You weren't clean
I'm lucky no diseases were
Given to me
Just severe trauma
PTSD
May 2015 · 330
Hidden
Glayz Welch May 2015
I don't think people realize
How much pain and sorrow
I tend to hide
I hold in the fact
That I need to cry
And I will walk around
Like I'm alright
Then I remember the sorrow and pain
That just earlier today
I had hidden away
These feelings give me
So much shame
And soon I will break
Then I will cry
Maybe some will be let go tonight
I wrote this in residential treatment a few months ago
May 2015 · 280
Vayda's Mind
Glayz Welch May 2015
Mommy, Mommy, Mommy
Why, Why, Why?
Why did you decide
To go Bye-Bye?
You said you'd never leave
But you went away
Now I look for you
Every day
Daddy says that we will be okay
But I miss you Mommy
Comeback someday
Hopefully soon
Just wanted you to know
*I LOVE YOU
Glayz Welch May 2015
Don't you think that we're all
Equal?
Blacks, Natives, Whites
Aren't we all just
People?
All equal in God's eyes?
Well,
This is how we should be treated
Educated, Loved
Nobody EVER beated
NO SLAVERY
Don't lie to me,
I know it happens
"These Days"
People treated like animals or
Servants in a way
I honestly
Don't even think that's
A little bit okay
But some of you do
I see right through
Your pretty smiles, but I'll tell you,
You have NO RIGHT
Human versus Human?
That should NOT be a fight
You should pick each other up
Say, "Sorry, are you alright?"
Because for all you know,
That person may want to die
Always your own biggest critic
And, maybe,
That one question saved their life
Sep 2014 · 382
Addiction
Glayz Welch Sep 2014
My mom: "I used to change his diapers!"
My mind: "Well, what are you doing for him now?!"
All these kids I grew up with, took baths with are falling in the hole of addiction and can't seem to find a way out.
Me: "I just wish you wouldn't have let yourself get that bad"
Him: "Ugh" rolls over and passes out
Like what are teens coming to?
Looking for that next high.
Sitting at Hawthorne
Waiting
Maybe the next passerby
Will have a cigarette
Or at least a drag
My mommy has been in that hole
For far too long
She claims she's got nowhere to go.
I love all the people I grew up with
But I have to wait and see
If they'll climb their way up
And climb to the top with me
Addiction free is the way to be
Aug 2014 · 492
Dear Mom
Glayz Welch Aug 2014
I hate to say
That I spend my days
Thinking about you
Wasting away
I wish you were here
I wish you would stay
I wish you would stop running away
I would help you
But I know you'll just say
"I'm scared of this life"
And try to take away
The thought that will stay
Think about the present, the future, today
The past is the past
You can't just throw it away
I love you Mommy
I will love you everyday
Even when you're gone
But I still wish that you'd stay....
Missing my mommy
Aug 2014 · 362
Inspiration
Glayz Welch Aug 2014
Sometimes I feel stuck in this excessively cruel world
Not knowing where to go
A lost, and lonely girl
My life is crawling up
But I still fall down
When I grow up
I feel like leaving behind
That thirteen year old girl
In a sixteen year old's mind
And I will be
That girl that people say
"I wanna be
somewhat like her one day"
Aug 2014 · 366
Frozen
Glayz Welch Aug 2014
Don't let them in
Don't let them see
Well, isn't that the story of my life
I feel as if I have to hide
In order for my life
To remotely be alright
Treatment helped
But music has helped more
I love my life
I love the person inside me
I love my friends
Even my dysfunctional family
I need to let this girl inside me out
But I need you to help me
In order to succeed
I need positive and encouraging people
To gather around me
Jul 2014 · 263
think
Glayz Welch Jul 2014
You think you know me
But you don't
You want to hold me
Is that a joke?
My life is bad
Do you really think?
Id stoop so low
To even think
You're the only one for me
Not even after a couple drinks
You may think you're all that
But really you're not
You may think your life is a drag
But step in my shoes
And my life isn't as bad
As some other youth's
So be grateful
For what you have
For one day it may be gone
And you'll lose everything you loved the most
Trust me, I know a lot about that one
Jul 2014 · 310
twelve
Glayz Welch Jul 2014
He thought he knew me
I think he still does
He tries to call me
To "confess his love"
But all he needs
Is the "hugs"
All he wants
Is the drugs
He wants the girl
Twelve years of age
Stole her innocence
Because she says
"I want you
My life will be
The one you have
As long as
You want me"
But I was high
And you did that to me
I woke up next to you
Twelve years old
And you, seventeen
Next few weeks and
I'm pregnant
A few more
And I lose it
And with that I lose all my dreams
Jul 2014 · 2.1k
Cinderella
Glayz Welch Jul 2014
Nothing brought me down today
My life is still a drag
But with the people who see my way
It makes it not so bad
My dad says he wants me here
He loves me
What a joke
I've never seen the dad I had
The one the liquor broke
This is the dad my siblings know
It really hurts my heart
My step mom is just mom to them
But to me she's the evil step mother
They call me Cinderella
Lock me up
Make me a slave
Take me from my prince
Can't even look my way
I'm changing my life
Because if I do
Just like Cinderella
I can be someones princess too
Jul 2014 · 249
me 2
Glayz Welch Jul 2014
I feel like a girl
Trapped inside this world
The towns I'm around
The people who surround me
Turn me upside down
I'm not where I am happy
Not where I need to be
Id love my new family
To be relatively close to me
Because without them
I wouldn't have found me
I wouldn't have found exactly where I want to be
They mean the entire world to me
Jul 2014 · 255
me
Glayz Welch Jul 2014
me
Sometimes I think
Could it possibly be?
That I can be happy
Being just me
And then I look around
And realize
Nobody knows me for any of the three
Me, myself, and I
Is all I want to be
Jul 2014 · 321
Change
Glayz Welch Jul 2014
I will not go as far to say it’s suicide
But sometimes it may put it in my mind
My therapists
My psychiatrist
My home
My family
My mindset
My LIFE
Change should be a word
As meaningful as depression
Because to have a new therapist for every session
How are you supposed to feel?
When it seems everyone around you is just on a reel
You can pull them out at any point
But you need to think
About others feelings of joy
Lost another therapist today, she got fired
Jul 2014 · 264
Suicide
Glayz Welch Jul 2014
Inside my brain,
I constantly try,
To fight flooding waters,
To make sure I don’t die,
But on the outside it all seems fine,
But truth is, I just want to cry
My life is sometimes bad,
But my heart and mind isn’t weak
I will try and try,
To be sure I don’t sink,
Because without my lungs,
How am I ‘sposed to sing?
Trying to be over everything :) <3
Jul 2014 · 239
Suicide
Glayz Welch Jul 2014
Inside my brain,
I constantly try,
To fight flooding waters,
To make sure I don’t die,
But on the outside it all seems fine,
But truth is, I just want to cry
My life is sometimes bad,
But my heart and mind isn’t weak
I will try and try,
To be sure I don’t sink,
Because without my lungs,
How am I ‘sposed to sing?
Trying to be over everything :) <3
Jul 2014 · 651
Hallucinations
Glayz Welch Jul 2014
Do I want to listen?
Do I want to hear?
Do I want to die?
Didn’t I make that clear?
Do I want you gone?
Well, I don’t want you here
But if you’re going to be,
Let’s get something clear
*I AM ME
AND I CHOOSE WHAT I DO
AND I WILL TRY AND TRY
NOT TO LISTEN TO YOU
I CONTROL MY LIFE
I CAN CONTROL YOU TOO
IS THAT CLEAR ENOUGH FOR YOU?
Mar 2014 · 377
Life
Glayz Welch Mar 2014
Well, Life is pretty hard
My momma left
My daddy don't talk
And my classes are getting hard
My life's a mess
No matter what I do
Track, Basketball
I never impress you
You call me ugly and fat
Well this is how I'm made and that's that
I'm healthy and I'm proud
I just want to scream out loud
I hold everything in until I burst
I cry about it
But nobody knows
I do it in secret
I never let it show
My cover is "I'm okay" "I'm fine"
"I'm not crying I have no reason why"
But I'm not okay
I'm not fine
I have lots of reasons
Sometimes you're why
Feb 2014 · 16.7k
Basketball
Glayz Welch Feb 2014
People consider basketball a non-violent sport
Well you should see my body
Sure I have the heart, and height
But I never seem to score
I have to pray to be put in
I feel like I'm just not good enough
But I'm gonna stick with it
Because I'll be good soon enough
I love basketball
I love my team
I love all the support
I feel like its all a dream
Thanks to all the girls
Putting up with my lack of knowledge
I really appreciate it
I love you guys
Thank you so much
Jan 2014 · 715
Realization at it's best
Glayz Welch Jan 2014
Well, life *****
Lets start out with that
Everyone is so self centered in this small town
I hate my body
I hate my hair
I hate those people that pretend they care
Seems my writing is at its best when I'm mad
Which my happen more often, other times I am sad
I work so hard to be what they expect
It's never good enough
Like I'm a birth defect
I may love my life, but I don't love myself
I just want someone there
To nurse my mind back to health
I'm just realizing the truth
I just have to wait
Until I can be exactly like you...
Then no one can hate
Jan 2014 · 702
Me
Glayz Welch Jan 2014
Me
I'm sick of being "that girl", I mean everyone knows me, but I want some guy to love me for who I am, for being different, for not being skinny or pretty like the other girls. I am waiting for the moment when God shows me to someone and they think the complete opposite of what every other guy has thought of me. People can be harsh and I pretend like I don't mind, but I really do. I wish that some guy would love me for me, but nope I have to be perfect, pretty, skinny, the whole package deal. Why can't guys realize that I have a good personality and I would never ever cheat, I may not be like other girls...but I am like me and that's exactly what I wanna be.
It's not really a poem, just a thought
Jan 2014 · 494
That dream
Glayz Welch Jan 2014
I sat in my room
For hours and hours
Trying to tell them
They aren't in power
My life went to hell
My grandfather died
He was my rock
And I wasn't even nine
It was the last day of summer break
I sat up all night
Frighteningly awake
Their were voices
In my head
Telling me just to go to bed
So I did...
I dreamt that night
Of my grandfather
With glowing red eyes
Like a murderer
I knew it wasn't him
So I woke up in alarm
Who would've thought
I had scratches down my arm
I miss him still
But I can't stand to think about him
When I do...
I think of that dream
Jan 2014 · 403
Happiness
Glayz Welch Jan 2014
How I think of this feeling
This so called happiness
I try to remember when was I like this?
It just doesn't seem
That it will happen again
Because they both are gone
And I mean dead

They were my rocks
To hold me up
I guess they still are
But this whole ghost thing is hard
I wish I believed that they could be there
I wish I knew how they felt
Where they are
Is it actually really hard
Because it seems like it's the only way out
But I have a family that loves me and that's no doubt
It just gets hard considering my past
But live for the future
And hope the happiness lasts
Dec 2013 · 473
Untitled
Glayz Welch Dec 2013
I can't think straight
My life is a mess
My mother's full of hate
It gives me much stress
My momma's in treatment
I'm in foster care
My daddy lives near me
But he's never there
What do I do?
In this small world
I just have to tough it through
It would help if I had you..
Dec 2013 · 483
Untitled
Glayz Welch Dec 2013
I can't think straight
My life is a mess
My mother's full of hate
It gives me much stress
My momma's in treatment
I'm in foster care
My daddy lives near me
But he's never there
What do I do?
In this small world
I just have to tough it through
It would help if I had you..
Dec 2013 · 260
Untitled
Glayz Welch Dec 2013
I feel so different
I just can't sleep
I feel so different
Because he's not with me
I made a mistake
My heart is dead
I just lay here
Alone
In my own bed
Hoping to die
Sad and alone
No reason to cry
Because nobody will know
Nov 2013 · 346
Please!!
Glayz Welch Nov 2013
Please pray for my uncle, he is in the hospital OD'ed right now
Please?!
Nov 2013 · 380
Turky day blues
Glayz Welch Nov 2013
I may eat meat
But I can't help but think
Why would we do this
What if they turn on me?
We don't eat dogs
We don't eat cats
What's the difference between that
And a rat?
Someone please explain it to me
Why we eat animals
Just 'cause they're meat
Don't get me wrong I LOVE MEAT
I'm just a very curious person
Nov 2013 · 458
FML
Glayz Welch Nov 2013
FML
You ever feel like you're always there
But then turn around and they don't even care?
Well that's just how the worlds gonna be
People may "love"
But all I see
Is the hidden pain
It never goes away
Just a dream of life
Doesn't even strive
They just expect it to come
As does the wind
But that's not how it works
For me I just might as well quit
Nov 2013 · 556
Parents
Glayz Welch Nov 2013
They tell me not to worry
Then they go and **** me over
They tell me life is worth it
You sure don't make me feel like that
I try and try and try
But it's never good enough
That's why I'm here
and not with you
Because you can't guide me
Don't ever leave me
Just stay right here
I just don't trust you
I love you here
Nov 2013 · 396
Untitled
Glayz Welch Nov 2013
People are just so rude nowadays
No respect
I'll show them their way
**** my life
They hate me, great
Just because I was the one to stand up and say
What they did wrong
What they're trying to hide
What they're trying to prove
By telling me to go die
People can hate on me
Hate on my friends, guess what, You're dead meat
My friend with brain damage got her feeling hurt by cruel teenage boys. She ran away and told me she wanted to die. I told her life is worth it. It's okay to cry. And then I told them a thing or two
Oct 2013 · 381
Hmm
Glayz Welch Oct 2013
Hmm
I can't help but sit and think
Why this all happened to me
Why can't I be somewhat the same
As everybody who knows my name
I hate the fact that I can't have my dad
When my life just gets really sad
And my mom tries
But our relationships bad
When we try to talk we just get really mad
Treatment Foster Care really *****
Taking meds makes me feel yuck
Life is a drag
It's all getting bad
My heart has been stepped on
And thrown in the dirt
I have court Halloween Day
I just wish they would let me have my way
I'm in foster care and my parents aren't super involve, we have court for custody Halloween Day 2013 I just hope all goes well, I miss my family
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