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nevaeh Jan 2021
it's expected
and accepted
and it's just how
i will go.
nevaeh Jan 2021
could've been two hours
or ten seconds
i dont know

he just looked at me
right into my eyes
with those baby blues
and *******
can eyes even be that blue?
i think i was staring
and maybe he stared back
but, again, who knows?
eye contact - but better cause hes pretty
nevaeh Jan 2021
when there's nothing left in my stomach
i come here
to purge my brain
no thoughts no pain
nevaeh Jan 2021
sick sick sick
sick to the stomach
sick in the head

ill and unsightly
avert your eyes
too tall, too skinny
i don't like it
haha yeah i hate myself what about it
nevaeh Jan 2021
i'd **** myself
right before it ended
just so i could say
i finally did it
**** **** ****
nevaeh Jan 2021
because when i get what i want
i don't want it anymore
when i write
my words aren't pretty
i don't speak in symbols
or talk about the moon and sun and stars
im dying
without love or beauty inside me
nevaeh Jan 2021
****
fuckfuckfuck

you know
six years ago
i was a freak
a ******

but then you got ****** up too
and now i can be cool

**** that
you made me what i am
i wont change for you

when i die
im dying a freak
a ******

a dead loser
with your heart
**** i am high as *****
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