i don't want to be a man.
no, not at all - and i never have.
i am not I,
i only want to be a boy
and not, not a man
i will never be a man the way i want to
so i will settle
for just being
a boy.

last active 409 days ago,
it says.

last status updated
3 years and 1 month ago

reblogged
June 8th, 2018

I never really knew you
and we never really talked
and we only ever saw each other
posting
and playing
and blogging
but we never really said anything

but the last time you were online was 2 years ago
and the last thing you tweeted wasn't even from you
it was just a retweet of some game promotion
and maybe you forgot about this account
or you lost interest
or maybe you're just simply gone

and your account is about to be terminated
due to inactivity

and I wonder
where, now, are you?
why are you offline?

i am only
only a child.
a boy
who feels too **** small
for the burden of other's worries

i was too young.

A word that is the antonym of antonym -
Not far to be found - synonym.
Though synonym is an antonym to antonym,
Only synonym is a synonym to synonym.
Not unknown to us - being something to ourselves
Yet others will put us down
Maybe, someday, I’ll find my synonym.