You're there when no one else is
You've helped Me up
When I fell down
You helped lick My wounds
You wiped My tears away
You made Me smile
When things were hard
You held Me
The way I always wanted to be held
You're playful
When I needed to cheer up
You have a warm tender heart
It understands what My heart is
The state that it is in
Without knowing it
You've become the great bonfire
In this cold dark world of Mine

With you

I know

Anything

Is possible,

We will

Survive.

Are you mad at me
I speak and you don't respond
Are you hiding
I look and I don't see you
Did I make a mistake
I sit here and I wonder
Is there some thing I should have done different
I ask my self
Are things ok
I wish I knew

Afraid to sleep
Shaking as I close my eyes
My monsters don't play under my bed
They smile as they play inside my head
Gleefully they twist all my dreams to night mares
My hopes to horrors
These monsters in my head have no heart
In my mind, in my dreams as I close my eyes...
is where they start

I am not alive any more
I am a ghost
I walk on a network
I have no face, no name, just a handle and pixels

When did I give up on the real world
When did I trade grass and sky for wires and signals
When did I decide that a screen name was my name
When will I figure out the code

Was there a reason for it
was there some thing that fixated me on this screen
Was there some thing there to hold me
Was I hiding from some thing called life

What happens when I crash, am I still there
What happens when I am gone
What will become of all that I left behind in ones and zeros
What if I end it

Unplug
Switch off
Delete this world I wove for my self
Watch it all tumble down with with the click of a button

Is this the end of my
Is this the end of my screen name
Is this the end of every thing I have come to know
Is this digital suicide

I sit here looking at the words.
The keys that ask the ultimate question
There is no going back
"Yes" or "No"

Could it be that simple
Could it be that easy
Could it be just two ways
Could I do it...

I dig
You dig
He digs
She digs
We all dig

Its not a wonderful poem I know... But its deep XD

by the way
I am here

by the way
I know it hurts

by the way
I know it is hard

by the way
I wish I could fix it

by the way
I never left

by the way
I will never abandon you

by the way
What can I do?

by the way
I.. miss.. you

With all the people all around
Friends are the ones to be found
The ones that have your back forever
The ones who say you're stuck together

Friends who are true, trusting,and kind
The ones who know the dark in your mind
But what do they care, their demons play too
To let you know they're there for you

People always come and go
Lovers, family, and acquaintances you know
But real friends are here to stay
Cause they are as weird as you anyway.

Best, boy, girl, or close,
The prefix of friends doesn't matter much for most
A friend is a friend that's all that matters
We stay together, like the the March Hare, and the Mad Hatter.