Isabelle

Aug 2017

Mister J

Ghosts

You haunt me
The memories that we’ve shared
Keep coming back to me
The way you play and touch my hair
Makes me feel so crazy
The kisses you have nourished me with
Etched on every nerve of my lips
You left me desperately addicted
It haunts me

You haunt me
I held on to everything you said
Believed every word you preached
Gave in to your every request
‘Cause I wanted you to be happy
Left all my friends who hated you
Left everyone behind just to be with you
Waited every night to be in bed with you
Its haunting me

You haunt me
I gave you everything that I could
All my dreams and my hopes
I threw it all away just to be with you
But when the situation got rough
You took the easy way out
You stepped out of that door
You left me afraid and alone
It broke me

You haunt me
Every night you’re my nightmare
A ghost hanging over me
Leading my mind to insanity
The pain in my heart burns increasingly
Every memory turning against me
Pleading and begging to be yours again
Even if it is slowly destroying me
It tortures me

You haunt me
My life you have filled with misery
And yet I still yearn to be with you
This is how much I love you
Twisted as it may be
I will endure
I will be waiting patiently
All of it because
You haunt me

Hey Guys! First post. Hope you enjoy them :)

#ghosts

Aug 2017

Eunoia

The Wolf Who Howls Every Night

I am the wolf who howls every night,
For I am crying,
For the love I can't have

Isabelle Aug 2017

Carnal Solution

Write down the lines
Then burn it with the lies
Shut the mouth that sins
Seal it with a kiss
Bodies collided
The heat cannot be denied
Let lust consume me
To forget what he’s done to me
It was meant to end in fight
But naked in dimlight
When did it became a habit
To let our bodies speak
Instead of listening to our heartbeats?
I guess I can't desist
My desire for you I insist
And it's stronger than your sins

Yeah, watever comes my mind.
Late for work. Ugh.

#lust #love

Isabelle Aug 2017

Eclipse

Look up, what shape do you see me tonight?
- Said the lovely moon

A solar eclipse
What a lovely sight
Seen by the lucky eyes

how fascinating it is to know that at one point of your life, you will be able to overcast a powerful sun.

#moonlovers #eclipse #moon

Aug 2017

Blessed Regalia

Untitled

Minsan hiniling ko nalang talaga na sana, ang puso ko ay di gaya ng
k  a  l a n g i t a n
Na araw-araw nabubuhay,
At gabi-gabi namamatay.

Ang pangarap ko
Ay parang dagat na pilit kong hinahawi gamit lamang ang kamay.
Ang mga tao kasama ko
Ay tila mga paso, na pag hinangin
Ay bigla nalang mababasag.
Ang isip ko ay punong puno ng
Mga batong buong buhay ko dinudurog. . .

Kasalanan ko ata na maging
M  a  r  u  n  o  n  g ,

Kasalanan atang malaman
Na sa buhay, may bato sa daan
At may bato ding kumikislap.

Kasalanan atang hindi maging
K u n t e n t o  sa kung ano ang meron ka. . .

Kasalanan ata na kahit anong runong mo, di mo pa din alam ang tama **** kalalagyan.

Aug 2017

Blessed Regalia

☆

The blanket of stars,
S e e   t h e m ?
I called them
One  by   one
Using your name
But none of them
Heard me,
**N o n e  o f   t h e m
           F e l l

Isabelle Aug 2017

Abstract

Like a piece of art
  - an abstract painting
   erratic, incoherent
   you can't comprehend
   only the painter (you)
   and his knowing eyes
   will see right through me
   only the painter (you)
   and his knowing hands
   will know the story on
   every stroke, every line
   every shade, every color
   only the painter
   the selfish painter
   will put me on display
   will hang me on the wall
   will risk me being judged
   to people who will never understand
   but will not care to what they say
   because he is a selfish painter
   and will just smirk behind the scene
   because he's the only one
   who truly understands me..

Only you will understand.

#painter