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Love’s stricken “why”
Is all that love can speak—
Built of but just a syllable
The hugest hearts that break.

Here's to the one who will never know my true feelings
He’s saved me from myself
He can tell my story better than I can tell it myself
He knows the secrets lurking behind my smile
He’s the one who loved me when I couldn't love myself
He put me back together when I fell to pieces
He cared when no one else did
Never judging me
I was able to trust him
But my feelings will remain buried
Forever...
I’m sorry I couldn't tell you, I was scared.
So here's to the one who will never know.

isn't it funny
how people you
thought loved you
don't care until you
are gone? doesn't it make
you wonder why you love them?

they wonder why I cry
they wonder why I crash
its because I have been broken
to many times to where I cant be fixed
all I can do is put on a fake smile and act
like everything is fine
well it s not... im so lost and done with everything
my best friend is leaving me during the summer
my father doesn't want anything to do with me
and everyone keeps yelling at me for liking a guy that has
a girlfriend.. its not like I actually talk to him though
im just done

all those tears I shed for you
you didn't seem to care.
you went about your day like
nothing ever happened.
you told me you loved me,
then why do you hurt me
you totally ignore me
but yet you still tell me that im yours
am I completely stupid
for not wanting to let go?
you make me feel special but then its gone
all the tears I shed are because of you