I thought I watched those films with you to pass the time, but I never liked those films.

I liked you.

I didn’t travel all that way to where you were because I hated home.

I hated not being with you.

I didn’t pay all that money to see that band because I had to see them live.

I had to see you.

I didn’t decide to go to that party that night because I was afraid of missing out.

I was afraid of missing you.


But you wanted to see those films.

You wanted to get away from home.

You had to see that band.

You wanted to go to that party.

You never wanted me.


It pains me how hard I tried, but it pains me more that you never did.