Emily BR

Emily BR Mar 2015

Wrong

I am not sure
What you are doing.
If you are trying to help or trying to ****.
You think you know me
You may be wrong.
To **** is death
And death is darkness.
Oh how our hearts have darkened
I now see no light.
You have taken it
You stolen it
And you have buried it.
Now I have no hope
No light
No happyness.
You said u knew me,
Well you were wrong.

#sad #questioning #sohurt

Emily BR Mar 2015

Saddened Love

I
Listened ever so carefully
Obeying my heart, hearing music of
Violins that have played for us.
Every day passes and I see
Your face.
Oblivious to this feeling of
Utter saddened love.

#love #sad

Emily BR Mar 2015

Confusions grasp

So torn apart
So confused and cursed
Like blood in my veins
I'm hot and tempered.
To much to say
To much to cry,
Like rivers in spring
I flood with the cold.
What is happening
To my beautiful self
That I once knew?
What happened to my thoughts
That were ever so clear.
My heart and mind, like cat and dog
Fight each other until one is hurt.
Confused and scared
I don't know what to do!
Waves that crash
And words that speak
Hit me with darkness
and with fright.
I want to scream and I want to cry
Dear God in heaven
why is this here?!
Why is this now?!
I'm hurt and in pain
Does no one understand?
I am dying and no one is there.
Please God, will people only watch and stare?

#confused #unsure

Emily BR Mar 2015

Questions Unanswered

What have you done to me?
What is the cause of this?
Did I do something?
Did I cause something?

Why am I feeling like this?
Why am I feeling love?
How did you enter into my heart?
How did you catch me if I never fell?

Who thinks that dreams can come true?
Who thinks that reality is the only thing?
Where did you find me?
Where did you hook me?

When did this all happen?
When did this occur?
How did you get me?
What do you see?

I have so many questions,
I want so many answers.
Please help me,
So I can be free.

Some questions will never be answered. But all I know if I have hope and I seek the answers, they will come eventually. Oh and on a side note this needs to be edited a bit more. Oh well...

#questions

Emily BR Mar 2015

The Fall

Love at its finest
Has come to late.
Its works are magic,
Its works are fate.

I am too afraid
To see the fall.
I want it to go,
I need it to stall.

My heart is crying
My lungs are dead.
The birds are coming,
They will be fed.

I am too afriad
To see the fall.
I want it to go,
I need it to stall.

#scared #upset

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