We learn more from pain than happiness. Happiness diminishes the more we experience it. Just like a drug habit. It takes more and more of the drug to get you to your desired state of happiness.
Pain shows us how grateful we should be for all the good we have. Don't shy away from pain. Embrace it. Learn from it. There is much it can teach you.

Why do I do it?
Eyes heavy, mind in a fog.
Sleep, slipping away.

Holding on to time
It's pull, stronger than my grip
So
      away
                 it
                     goes.

The goodbye you sent me
empty in it's prose
revealed to me
just how ultimately
shattering
this all is.

Life's way of saying
nothing is permanent.
It is what it is.
Get over it

and.......

live again.

Communicating
An expression from within
Bliss flowing upward

Curled up
  silent
    exuding contentment
Awake
  full of life
    inspired

Inspirational
Curious eyes strain to see
The dark night red moon