Blind to the truth,
While fed up to the top
Eventually load of my shoulder
As i Glanced at my future ,
Retrieved every note
So i started putting in work.
Eventually , It will pay off
Patience is the key to amenities of life
we glance at death no care for stepping forward
with doubt I gained my benefits
to self assurance.

I took a far peek at your seek
and glanced into your eyes
Eyes wide shut.
You  sunk me in and inaugurated me
I peep in slightly to  be magnified
Star gazing at life's mystery ,  
Your Sky is ever so gracefully true of mendacity
Taken away by your master mind
                                      sailed away majestically ,
Accompanied my heart of blue
I look up, the twinkles run my mind and anchored ,
Settled to disappointment too.
I wondered why so down while life waves aimed up hi
I conceived a facade love story that just began in my mind ,
will this nightmare end in horror or in sweet serenade.?
A  question that ignited our flame
searching and fouling out with words of shame
Attending to this nautical phase,  unquestioned !
Redirected attention and navigated back to my heart.
I sail away back to the start and peep in your telescope once more,
There i realized
Distracted with sparks and accumulated the mind with blind truth.
I fooled myself in falling in love with a fool  .

Life is a video game
Some people
Collect your coins and points
Some people
Last and some fail
At the end
Its about the different levels
Different monsters
Some People
Will help with your quest
And some will be the obstacles
Just got to get over with it
And enjoy it while it last.

Strive ..
Set up standards
Earn gold
Glorify the empty space
With hope
Transition from a seed
Into a rose ,
Queen stand tall upon
Her thrown
Ruler but rather
Misunderstood
Kingdom comes upon the envy
Fights back with horns
Consolidate the negative, concurs her thrown .
A mind over matter is no matter of time .
Grid the world , a journey for  treasured riches .

No rules or enemies can manifest the energy of a strictly striving soul.

I miss 100% of the shots I do not take

I eat while you sleep , I slept while you sneaked , no I decided to sneak while you leap over me, I leaped while you go and go ,
I left while your gone , and now I am gone while you are lost ...
with out me
..tik tok ..Game over

Glory to astonishing me ,
grasped my attention and full filled me
Tampered with my emotions ,  diluted me
Shattered a fractured heart , please rescue me
Questioned my ability to love thou left me
To Re live a corroded memory
Slowly but surely u become my enemy
Trust no one and live slowly but surely
Give me attention and ratify My --albee
Shall gain my facts to settle my envy

--heart

For ever live forever involved...

E mprical truth
V ented emotions
O rdinary til eternity
L ongterm fascination


L eap blind folded
O utstanding sensual emissions
V iolin heart beat
E quality yet devolved in my eyes.

Hoped and surrended through the unbarable,
The unthought of weathery conditions .
Despite it all I continue to strive
to be solid , a thick skinned symbol  .
Hard as a rock.
Cant fold under pressure.
Won't fold me under pressure .
Press any harder , shall garner marbles.
Sculptured crystallized image of my strength.

#hellopoetry #HiiiPoWER

I never loved no one like you.
Seen my future as a dream ,
Ran into a knockout shoot
Love vs titanium me
Warm sensation gripping
Bitter sweet feeling dripping
cant let go and i cant see clear
With the smell of desire
I rather inspire


My love that I never knew
could exist as far as the moon
Total control on my mind and soul
Leave it behind, the sorrow must go

Could I inpire my love of gold.

The new me will be ur rock
Never could I dream to let go
After I felt ur pulse knocking on my heart.
Entering the world of me swiftly

When you leave ,
are you going to remember this rhyme? ( laughs)
Well if not ,Remember the time we fell in love .

I am on a different level now,
Minor setback for major comeback.
Captivated these moments in a steel bag.

Hold on tight to life n never let it go .
High turbulence distracting the flow .

Dedicated to aim at the red eye target .
Early fasst riding on your magic carpet .

Cleaned of you dupri
shall you Continue my journey with me ?
I like it fast or slow ,
as long as we make it into the show,

Of our life,
could i make it so special with you.
could i never leave this stage of pleasure for you?

This poem is not about dope
I am dope
I am not Dwelling On Placid Emotions
I am Delivering Outward Potential Energy
I am Dwelling On Positive Energy
I snort this ****
And put it in the ozone with my sweat

This poem is so Dope its scheduled
I am Dropping Omnipotence Potentially Evil
I am intentionally poisoning minds with these seeds that grow into thoughts, and blossom into action.

Put this in your mind

Unstoppable mentality
     where i am from it's a lot fatalities
if you look in my eyes . You will see

Why I come through like a big cookie monster
I Want it in bunkers
Shout out to all the hustlers

Big ups to my history makers
They made me into a 24 7 taker
I am a real chick and I ride to my beat
And I stay with the honest heat
Metal heart aiming at your seat.
Look in  my eyes . you will see .

You hate everything about me
And it's cool because I love it.

You take a job that you swear under oath
To risk your life, but you **** my brother
And go to court saying you were in fear of your life
He was unarmed, and you shot him in the back
I love you enough to still show you respect

You make laws that intentionally target my culture
You gave my father a felony for a drug that is legal in states now, so he cant get a decent paying job. He feels like less of a man
I love you enough to stand in court for you

I love you because regardless of how you feel about me, I know that we are the same. Regardless of how much you hate me, I love myself. We are the same.

I love you

I Got me for life!
Feel for me or my soul
Its about the same triumph .
Call on a different code
And end up with the same crime.
The Tone of a simplistic load
Wildest dreams takes a swig of sun shine .
Blinded , eyes open ; While reality  is positioned to unfold .

You decided and now you are Leaving
Chock hold on me and left tight Breathing.

No urge to wake ,its me n Gloomy night
tossin n turnin with no lift to flight.

i decticated all when i could of held back
Till this life settle down n happines i lack

Loosing seconds with out u is timeless
Life is a slurr when your are minuss

Negative on my account n cant replace
But reality so seroius i cut the chase

Knowing me n him we make each other
Now ur gone n i fragile like a feather.

Waiting for the return is a long way to go
While a fresh start is fully dressed at my door.

Ah ..Its a mean dream with a vicious atitude
Dont run too fast the sun is beaming on you
Cause that $ aint worth sweating .
Think about that! While fetching.
Cant run forever more when more is not there waiting.
Facades get drawn out to chase be careful.. its a mirage.
If Good life is only good with a piece of paper, nice car n a garage.
Then we aint make it . we're  failing .
There are people only here, i mean they are there when paper flowing.
Then they disappear like
hokuspokus .
Gone in the wind
Another day another rewind .
Another day to spit back at the mistakes behind.
Only things left hang on to that last memory.
Dont Dip n dap with just any celery .
Green wise man keeps it kosher
Only when his heart is bowser.
Filled up with consistent care
For the people that are actually here.


Or it will come to a Fin.
With no one that would give.

When no one wants to see us together , I know for a fact that I belong with him.
Chainsaw cut open our love.  I reckon not.
Heart of steel , and faith of a rock.
We find our zin , bullet proof of all knots

I get so excited when I exude my talent.
God's giving talent .
Art is my passion , my domain ,
It runs through my entwined veins ..
I speak colors and I breath strokes.
Life was giving to art on my pallet of joy.
Me and my pencil of hope
Striked a canvas with a point of raw ,
And concluded it with a master mind piece of my heart. #MyArt

Obstacles try to get me back
I try to jump over it
Enjoy the space that's left
Until the next one is here
You know I know it's coming
Life is not easy ,hurdles are in my view
If it was easy it would be a free open run
And we can't run forevermore.

How I feel is a moderate status

I surrendered to reality

See myself living not anxious

Survival is my natural magnet

No looking back To challenge me

I made the wrong choices I see

Therefore I shall strive infinitely

Time wait on no man

And I shall wait on no man

Design my pallet of peace

For only me and  my dreams

motionless or maybe heartless

So I will further my knowledge

My heart is an ice cold maze

But still I carry my self with grace

shall stand tall
Must not fall




Apart from you.

A Master manipulator
Self educator
Deflection of a radiator
A Condur of a timless  Century
Grasps minds with all entity
Remorse for no one but envy
encyclopedic with words
Tempting to the foes
In love with more quotes

I never loved no one like you.
Seen my future as a dream,
Ran into a knockout shoot
Love vs titanium me .
Warm sensation gripping
Bitter sweet feeling dripping.
Cant let go and i can't see clear
With the smell of desire
I rather inspire....so ignite my fire

I owned love that i never knew
could exist as far as the moon
Total control on my mind and soul
Leave it behind, the sorrow must .

Could
I
Inspire my love of gold.

The new me will be your rock
never could i dream to let it go ,
After i felt your pulse knocking on my heart.
Entering my world swiftly.
you opened my eye.
I evolved

What have i done
Giving mylove away
For a trail never promised to stay
A heart full of love
Filling with sorrow
I should of thought twice
I am tired of leading with my heart
When it comes to love i am weak
My weakness is i love harder
Harder than i ever thought
Its pure to my wants
I chase what i want
Its him who i want .
Stopp the recklessnes ..your weakness
Weakness spoke upon me and let him take it.
He took it and ran with it
Never looking back
Chasing him was an empty virtue
O was so blind with masked lovely haze
I didnt seeo..i wanted to feel nothing but him
Hypnotized by what ..i had no meaning to
This love had no meaning
Its takes two to make it historic
I left in your hands as if i cant conquer on my own.
Trial mistaken.

I live in a space between hard and harder.
Harder Shaped my life under shapers of elastic.
Elasticaly snapped back in and out .Boomerang!
Boomeranged after i swung perspectively and precisely
Precisely bounced in my face like attempt never occured.
ReOccurring in my situation i tend to fall back.
back and lost in my own sauce .
Sauce spilled in a carpet room ..where to start.
Start from a different angel or stick to my script.
Scripted in a manaul of life's virtual reality
Reality is fading now falling apart
Apart cant be defined.
Defined as real or fake become the dark truth.
Truth told to many and lied to alot .
Alotted time to make sense of none but un told truth amended into what is real.
Real set back time if not percieved correctly.
Correct settings is what i needed to find,
finding out assuming reality is what set me correctly back.

A city of wild
A city far in miles
A city with style

High sky scrapers
Lush feels and flavors
Treats so sweet to savor

Cultured energy
Strong mentality
High end balancing

Witness the shades of seasons
Fresh air, falling leafs, sun shine teaser
Fairly rain cold winter not freezing

Sandy lands and Mediterranean views
Ancient corners and history of muse
Alexandria my home, my city, my roots.

Dont throw your self on him. .
dont expect nothing...
its chess not checkers..
5 steps ahead.
So his action won't matter.
Make me see it different.
I wont look at him as a rude seed.
That blindingly deferred attention away.
To make up for the old sweet love of cheat.

Because of love...
Cashed all memories
Spent all energy
Broke bread off sanity
Maxed out credibility
Stretched out last nerve
Hustled self out of love
Conserved all the wrong actions
Payed in consequences
Charged up on many accounts

New change is whats left to count up.

Grow, glow, get money and go
a process I am living as I learn
If you feel me then you would know
the bottom is the beginning to the top.
nothing started easy before it got tough, just blind
I am a walking testimonial of my own struggle
Got so comfortable with the same
didn't see outside of the whirlwind
had to stop think and set time to elevate
explore
conquer
and change
change in a way where I never dreamed of
erasing bad habits and learning from mistakes
not transitioning fast enough and that is fine.
I cant say I am not striving to towards it
and most importantly its a transition I gave into and committed to the fullest.