What do I do now
that I've tasted real happiness?
What do I do
now that it's gone?

I can't  control myself
I will never feel this love
for someone else

What do I do now
that I taste real sadness?
what do I do
now that you are gone?

Is it possible to feel an abundance of emotion so deeply and all at once that you never actually know how you feel.
Mayhem existing within the depths of serenity.
Confusion racing through my mind,
playing games with sadness in my heart,
anger competing against hope and happiness,
want and need becoming one,
Pride demanding to stand tall above everything.
A chaos of emotion determined to cloud my judgement.
How do you know who you are supposed to be when you can't even interpret how you feel.