I tempestously glanced at your
black, cruel soul
where I no longer
found devotion and grace.
You bit your lips with excitement
and pulled me close to you
using a lace.
I thought you were a work
of art but you made
crooked lines appear on my
heart.
You looked at me with lust
in your eyes and I mistook
it for love.
All you ever wanted to do was
set my body on fire using your
lighter and all I ever wanted
was to love each other so
hard that our atoms get blown
in the form of dust back to the
place from where we came.
But you had other filty things
on your mind that made
me wonder if you were
worth my time.
Your hoodie that once smelt
like your cologne started giving
out a foul smell just like your
nasty soul.
Poor you, you thought that I
was devastated when
your mask fell on the ground
but little did you know I had
already detached you from
my body because you had
turned my body into
a souless
vessel.
You thought that you could
design my catastrophe and tear
my skin apart with your envious
words but I was too strong
and determined to be defeated.
I once thought you had a celestial
mind and an angelic heart but
I didn't realize that you were
pouring salt on my cuts.
I am closing this atrocious
chapter forever and turning
the page because it's easier
to let you go than holding
on to you .

I'm hurting,
I'm crying,
I'm dying,
I'm in a corner,
Thinking about you,
Everything is blue,
I'm cursing,
at you,
Trying,
To sell my soul,
I'm sinking in this cold,
Dark place,
I can see a face,
It's mine,
With a smile,
That was time,
When u loved me,
Or that's what I had in mind,
I'm engulfed in this void of darkness,
I don't know where I came from,
I don't know where to go,
I have entered the limbo

How could I be so careless
I Should of locked in my love

What do you want when you are old
I will still feel the same as i do

I’ll kiss your eyes individually
And you can bite my cheek

Or the highway
Or the secret tunnel
Or the alley way
The yellow brick road
There's a lot of ways
Truth be told
To get where
we are going
The place all
find themselves eventually
The great state
of confusion.

The sunrise is swallowed again,
eternal clouds chant “never”
black, gray, moving slowly north to south
A light drizzle collects on my glasses
It is cold, but it is always cold
I am naked, tied to a leafless tree
for all passing by to gawk and point
I can hear the chuckles, no one feels sorry

Walls cave in around furnished dens
hibernating in darkness
A place where a heart has been ripped out
crushed and shredded
Leaving a hollow opening
in a field of wheat painted cobalt blue
empty in front of me
fading fast in the distance

Ghostly images flowing in the wind
beckoning me to come, to follow, to fall
abandon hope, give up life
and I lean towards doing so
because even if I died
she wouldn’t know or care
and neither would that sun
that shines for others
but not for me