*******. You constantly just baby the Mothefucker and the second he does wrong you tell the person who he acted like a **** to, to quit being so mean. What the **** is wrong with you. I've been called fat and ugly by some many of my family members it's not even funny. **** I didn't eat for about a month to lose weight. My bad I did I just made myself throw up after I ate so I could at least reassure myself I wouldn't be fat forever. I even got a girlfriend but that only lasted a brief amount of time. She made me feel so bad about myself so she could go **** a better looking guy then just expected me to forget it. That basically shattered all of my confidence and unleashed all of my insecurities even more-entries from an ugly fat kid

We had all just got back from eating in the city. Jamie was driving. He was the smartest kid in our school yet he has a gpa of 1.5. That always seemed to amuse me for some reason. Jamie loved to do drugs ,and since his parents were rich he always had someways to pay for his addiction. Lynn and Myron were quiet as Some nirvana song served as background music. We were heading over to the park. It's where everybody comes to have ***,do drugs, or let their children play. We all got into the back of Jamie's truck when we arrived. Myron stood watch for people even though nobody was gonna be here,at a park, when it was almost 1 am. He was built like a true athlete. Everytime we went somewhere people always thought he was in his 20's. So he could buy me cigarettes and such whenever I needed them.
Jamie started to pack a bowl for us and Lynn sat next to him eager to partake in something new . She brought the cheap apple juice bottle to her lips , and inhaled. Her eyes were closed as smoke came from her mouth. It looked so peaceful and fun.
Why couldn't it be like that forever .

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