You may have had your suspicion but your suspicion is wrong
it’s not that I fell out of love
but that I fell out of time
not enough hours in the day
to let you say what was on your mind
and you must’ve thought that I’ve given up or had lost my care
but my thoughts were for you
in this cloudy air
I left the fight
I left you there hoping to be forgotten the way I always am
I want you to be happy and free again
To not argue with me anymore
And let you have peace
but like I said I’m usually wrong

I wanted to give you the world
to let you live on ease
My whole life went and swirled
But with all my books and fees
I have to work hard
to provide an easy life
but I feel I left you scarred  
I wanted  you as my wife
I’m sorry you’re gone
but nothing will mend
because time moves on
and I will continue to work until the end
I’m sorry that so
I wish it weren’t true
I felt that I left you low
so I stayed away from you

Every hour I pinch myself trying to wake up.
Just to realize that I am already awake.
Going on with this nightmare, that used to be a dream.
Loving everything I had, just for this nightmare to come that I am living right now.
I know I messed up, I know I don't deserve you.
I should've paid more attention.
Solved the problems going on, not just ignore them.
I should've made sure that the ring stayed on, not as a promise, but because it showed my love.
But I ignored that and took for granted what I had.
And lost it possibly never to come back.
A bad person I may be, Problems I have done.
I want this nightmare to be over.
But I know it has just begun.
For I may never be able to wake up.
Because the reason I am here is for the **** I have done.
I want to turn this back into the dream I had.
When I had time to try again.
For the love I had is gone now and I know I'm the reason.
Wanting to do it over and start again.
But now I have done it and lost it all.
Stuck in this nightmare wanting to wake up.
But may never be able to, because I messed up.
Feeling terrible but know I can't fix it.
Which feels worse being that man to fix everything and make it work again.
Now knowing that I may never have my dream back again.
With the woman I love.
The woman I want.
The woman I need.
The woman I lost.
I'll continue to fight everyday,
I'll continue to try to wake up from this nightmare I caused.

I'm sorry its been so long,
I'm sorry I'm not as strong.
I'm sorry I'm so busy with my job,
But baby please don't sob.
I want to do us better,
Therefore I write you this letter.
For me its been tough,
For you its been rough.
I'm sorry to keep you at a distance,
But my love for you has no resistance.
I swear I'll do my best,
Or you can leave me like the rest.
But baby please don't leave me,
I don't want you to flee.
Baby please hear me plea,
And accept my apology.

I can't do this anymore
The lies that have been said
Is bringing me to my knees
I can't see an end
So i think I'll make my own

I don't want to let you go
For I miss you before the goodbyes
I drive home looking at the empty seat
I know it'll be filled tomorrow
But that's too long to wait
I go home and hold this pillow
In hopes for when I wake up its you
One day it will
You'll be there when I go to bed
You'll be there when I wake up
You'll be there when I come home
When I'm sick you'll take care of me
When I'm upset you'll make me laugh
When I'm old you'll be by my side
I'll love you till the day I die and then I'll search for you in heaven or hell
Till I find you again and love you till the end of eternity
You may not believe me till the rings on your finger
Soon that'll happen and you'll finally believe me
But for now,
I'll continue to tell you I love you a thousand times a day
I'll continue to hold this pillow and hope it's you
I'll continue to look forward to see you sitting next to me in that once empty seat
And after all this I'll continue to love you till you're forced to believe me
And it all starts now with an I love you

She says she's the end
But I'm the beginning
It's true ends may come
But it's the in between that counts
For what you make of it
And who knows
The end could be
NEVER

I've found a reason to live
To stay another day
I now want to give
Everyday I could lay
By her side
Holding her hand
I may have died
Listening to that band
I want to be with her
Till the end of forever

When you're in love,
You can't stop thinking about her
When you're in love,
You only want to be with her
When you're in Love,
You know she's your priority
When you're in love,
You miss her the moment after bye
I'm in love

She may not believe
But you know what you see
She may doubt
But don't pout
If you tell her enough
She will not chuff
You must just tell her
She's beautiful

We all have a "her"
The one we want
The one we're with
The one we brag about
The one we dream about
The one we love
The one we need
The one that's beautiful
The one that's great
The one I have
She's my "her"

I love her,
I want to forever call her
Mine

I wake up and look in the mirror
Just to see my reflection
It reminds me of my past
Of the dark things I've done
The things done to me
But there are the times
When I used to smile
When I used to laugh
When I used to have friends
When I used to care
But when I look in the mirror
Where would I be now
Without the reflection of my past
It's taught me a lot
It has made me strong
All thanks to
The mirror which I see my reflection

My friend had a knife
She didn't use it right
Knives are for cutting food
She used it for her mood
Knives are to open Mail
She used it to wail
Knives aren't  meant
On the skin
The beautiful skin on each of us
My friend HAD a knife
She didn't use it right

I can't hold it anymore
It's all I got in me
I'm 'bout to hit the floor
For all the joy people give me
I try to spread my joy
To other people I see
It's like getting a Christmas toy
When people are as happy as me