Felt very Happy
The moment She called me
We love each other

The love between us is too good to see
The moment I longed and cried for her
She called
It shows How our hearts knows each other
But why we fails to each other
But we and our hearts love each other always...

My heart awakens each day with a psalm,
Which I will joyfully recite for my King.
A psalm of pure love, a psalm of praise,
Because the Lord means everything to me.

And on my knees I happily speak the words,
Bowing down before his heavenly throne.
Lovingly he accepts what is spoken by lips,
For he knows their melodies are never done.

He saved me from sin’s deep darkened pit,
And from sinking into its tormented hell.
He gave his life as a ransom for me,
And now my heart each day must now tell.

Of his goodness, his love, and tender mercies,
How his loving grace has set me forever free.
How he saved a lowly sinner from certain death,
Giving me his blessing of life I surely need.

And that is why my heart will tell the world
About the precious salvation he alone brings
For he is more valuable than even my own life
Because he means more than this world to me.

Does Intuition has power
If it has
It shouldn't work !!

Every thing goes wrong
What to do

I'm just struggling
With my fate

Let me try
Howfar i can !!

I write and dream up new ways
To say and cry out old things
Utilizing the strings that can be tugged
That attach to inner most hopes
Hopes that feed dreams and needs
All of the things that can hurt
As they have done and I endure alone
I use these words that hold meaning
To tell the world how it is for me
To share with others that may comprehend
I write to post and pretend they reach you
But if they ever do is it just words
Or is the emotional message conveyed
I write to pretend that someone is listening.
I write to acknowledge the truth of loves cost
And to exercise my restless wants and longings
These are my chosen words
My means at giving feeling to the way one reads them.
My message to someone I know never sees or reads
The way it is to see or feel
Or love and want what cannot be
I write because I need to,  
Feel, to be, to eat, breathe.
I write because.

Warned her with words
She expressed her emotions
Without explanations

I explained her
everything
with all my Understanding

She cried
And i tried

To wipe her tears
And show my hidden scars

That she made
And am not rude

To remove her from my heart
But she trying to remove the gap between ou hearts

And Am  trying and trying
To show her that it will take time
To solve our gap

Oh sometimes in the snowy
mist of my dreams.
I see you mom.
I know way back then.
You were unhappy.
The clean house
The perfect smile.
The pearls on your neck.
The imperfect marriage.
I know you had to leave him.
Your heart was too empty
Too vacant to carry on.
But what did I do mom?.
All I wanted was your
Kiss  goodnight.
Your soft lips
cooling my fevers.
I miss you mom.
But I hope you found
Your place of sweetness.
I know I am still looking
For mine.

Hands and Heart trying hard to message her
But a thought stops that they need my sometimes  silence ..

Trying Hard And Hard
To Move And Move
Without Hurt, an Heart..