It’s comforting knowing you’re
alone with just yourself to love!

i have a thin drop of water
between my thumb and index finger
that i play with when it rains;
you leap through the warmth
that comes with your tall summers;
everywhere i look, everyone is the same,
moving, writhing in the heat.
i am jealous. i am still. i am cold.
i am here,
in my southern winter,
my fever of snow.

Flocks of birds
Across the morning sky
Tell me
I’m not in the city any more.
             ljm

"first love"
i guess that would be you
austin.
you wrapped me in your arms and
filled me with every desire
i ever wanted
untill my desires changed
and i no longer wanted
what i used too.
so i pushed you away
until you broke
until we broke.

Tomorrow night when the moon is right
My heartbreak settles just for a night
My mind is free with no paranoid fright
Just for a night i am whole an complete
Just for a night i return to the wilds
Happily abandoning all whims of strife
Joyful the night when the moon is right
It brings out perfection an every ounce of might
A single cycle leading to the bright
A merry angelic primordial night
Tomorrow leads tomorrow in sight
Just one more time if u may and might
Bring out the ancient child
An heal my hearts weighted blight.