~ july 8, 2018 ~ i just need to focus on all the good things. not my past. that's a bad thing. too many bad things. no more bad things. only positive. i just hope the universe is finally on my side.
~ july 15, 2018 ~ i want someone who will actually want me. someone who will actually and truly love me and care about me. someone to spend the rest of my life with. i want a husband and kids. i want a family. i'm a forever type of girl.
~ june 15, 2018 ~ i feel so lost right now. i don't think i've ever felt this way before. i look in the mirror and i don't recognize myself. i look in the mirror and think, "who is this person staring back at me?"