Trapped in a metaphor.

Sitting on my
bedroom floor.

Feeling the walls closing
in on me.

Crying for someone to
come and save me.

Drowning in an ocean
of tears.

While the words crawl out
my throat and imprint on
my skin.

They somehow seemed
to have spelled out your
name once again* ~

An irishmen
A Cherokee native
A scottsmen
A French belated
A greek poet
An English pilgrim
A swiss purity
Tis
This is mine ancestry's kingdom!!!!!

What doth this all maketh me?

A puzzled mutt!!!!

I can’t erase my past
It’s with me to the grave
I can’t expect everyone to understand me
To my past I am a slave

They look at me as an addict
The addict from my past
Not strong and recovering
They don’t bother to ask

I’ve been told to be proud
All I feel is shame
I feel judged everyday
No one to blame
  
They see the person I was, or could be again
Nobody gets me
I cannot blame them

How do I fit in this world?
I’m a square peg in the round hole
Trying to be true to myself
Trying to find my role

I could be that person again
It would be easier to give up and give in
What would that prove?
Who would win?

Rejection comes often
I can hear what they say
I could let it **** me
But I think not for today

I’m an addict
Nice to meet you

We were pastlife lovers
Disjointed by mankind
We stepped off the apollo
Rebirthed in soul and mind!!!

We planted ourn own seed
Tis the world was left behind
Henthforth leaving traces
Of our tales for thou to find!!!

.
In the seas of night,
I wish to be with you,
Naked in a bed under stars,
All ocean and wake of dream,
For a true journey into the soul,
Fleshed out and wholly dispersed
Within the sheerness of locked peace,
Under the nearset stars of living light,
We could be, truly knowing in that air
And our eyes would climb, bursting
Into new heavens, hot in embrace,
Circle as we row among palms
And cheek joined with bliss
To a bed of touching love
Made for that journey
Beyond all reason,
Into the sun.

Matriarch's
Patriarch's
Duo chalices
Goblet palace's
No danger
No fear of strangers
Hush agápi̱
Kiss mine countenance
Parade me in innocence
Bathe me in labyrinth
Daze me in gelid bliss
I'm right here
Please dont miss
Mine soul connecting to thy own
Smother me with thy perfume
Lock me in thy dungeon
Solitary room
Blindfold me in tulle
Handcuff me in beau
Scratch me to excitement
Nibble gentle to enticement
As Spain shalt I find out
How the Sol shalt rise and drop
Make mine heart flop
Taketh me in
Forgive me with thy mercy
Forgive me of sins
For I'm not perfect amour'
Though I'll write these scripture's day by day
Wherein I'll showeth the world
For thee I do display
Im sorry if not good enough
But tis mine own way
To giveth the world a cherub
Wherein tomorrow's a better day!!!

Tis
Jealous she got
As I found it soo stimulatingly ****

Tis
I cannot talk
Im a jealous being mineself...

Yet only when it comes to her...
Mine queen
Mine supremacy
Mine diamond stored in a hidden cave...

Lost to man

Though,
Tis I
Who hast found it!!!!!

Demon's maketh beasts of men
Whilst men maketh angels of demon's...
Wherein both man and demon are brute beast's
Henthforth their god they maketh deceit
The only difference between the two is.....

Man has skin for a cover
Demons haveth scales

Both rotting hellish shale!!!!

By day
She wears worker uniform,
By night,
A festive white robe
That really brings out her inner angel!!!

Twas,
        Just before midnight.....
As she turned back the hands of time

til nine...