If the skin on my hands got thinner for every time I let a boy hold them,
I'd be bleeding. Torn to the bone.
If I had kept my hands to myself like a secret, then I could've held you
Without staining you with my past. Now I'm alone,
And I'm sorry. I would offer my shoulder, or the bend of my elbow
But those edges and parts of mine are worn down, too.
I stand in front of you, barely together; a corpse.
I understand why I am not considered at all, but I beg to be healed
Just to be considered by you.