think I'm gonna cry soon

good thing i got some tissues

wishing you were here now

yea i known got some issues

but the tears just keep on falling
because i know you won't be calling
its just about accepting fate now
'round u the world just aint revolving
     so big, i feel so small in
  still so heavily involved in
 crazy how we get ****** into problems
when they're just not worth all the falling

n i don't know what to do to help
wishing it could be somebody else
who deals with these constant struggles
that my mind inflicts upon itself

another day another dollar
some more sad sounds
tho why i bother-
  entertaining all my demons
cant give an answer
cause id stutter

  been lost in all the madness
and cant keep track of all the sadness
i guess I'm crying for a reason
but outta no where it just happens

freak of nature
creature of habit
i try to change me
theres too much damage
look for another, easy solution
guess i just need, another bandage

then ill look as if I'm good as new
till the pain inside starts seeping thru

I miss her, yet I cannot forget her.
Like echoes of a time long gone.
Silence is my reality.
Try as I might she still holds my mind tight.
Is it her fault for being so captivating?
Maybe it is my own doing, for loving her too deeply.
I feel lost in a lake of dreams.
Dreams haunted with her presence, and nightmares filled with her absence.
She has forgotten me.
Now I am the only scribe left to keep our memory alive. So I write on.
I will not forget these memories, nor will I stop dreaming of a fantasy no longer attainable.
I will forever chase these memories of a dream long gone.

I’m being played like a song on repeat.
Does that mean he likes me?

I got high on expectations,
And i reached my peak,
Disappointment called me,
But i was too numb to speak,
So i had to sober up,
To get back on my feet,
The fall was chronic,
And the ride was bittersweet,
I came crashing down,
Now i can’t be healed,
Who to blame, the addict or the addiction?
I need to get clean!

I don't know what we're doing
can't help the attraction
I see your face
can't help the reaction
I want you in my arms
can't help but pull you close
I see your lips and start
to lean in before I know
what I'm doing
but i don't know what I'm doing
Just that when you're near me
I need to feel your body moving
and I crave you when your gone
Even though I see you moving on
and I want to keep you here with me
But thats not fair
I want to set you free
but what if you leave me here...

Im a stranger to myself without you
You were half of me and now you're gone
I will never let someone so close again