he's the boy who wants to show me the oceans

someday someone out there is going to look at you like you’re made of stardust and will love you as if it's what they were born to do.

wait for it.

she asked
"what do you write about?"
and I stared at her
and my scar itched
then my pupils grew twice their size
and then I vomited
all over the floor
she said
"OH!!!"

i slipped so comfortably
into your world. god, i
would have let you drown
me if you had needed
my breath for yourself.

eleven months later and i am
still getting my **** kicked
in by thoughts of you.

Still not dating not emotionally involved
Now that im not interested others are trying to get me involved
Blind dates with a sister or girls who I have no interest in dating
I grew up with tough love so falling in love is not easy
If im not interested they stick around
Once im emotionally involved they are quick to run out on me
I date girls who like me you'd think it would be easy but wrong
Im not a project girls fix and release so the next will appreciate me
Ive been told to stop looking and focused on things that matter
Ive been debating on dating I ask and never get answer
Theres times I want to be left alone and random calls/text lets do something.