I want you. In each and every way someone could cling to another, I have wrapped myself around your heart... You fulfill my needs and desires in places where I've been empty for too **** long. I have a hope so deeply embedded in my soul that we will work out... And even if we don't get that chance, I recognize how lucky I am that you've accompanied me in the journey against life. Until then, hold me in your arms for what feels like eternity and tell me everything will be alright... whether it be true or not.

Smoke gathers in the air,
Mixing with the fog of this dreery night.
Inhaling the chemicals I know will **** me,
but who cares, not me.

Alone with a bottle in my hand,
Taking another swig.
My tastebuds have gone numb.
But who's judging, not me.

Taking them inside to lay me down,
Never to see him again.
Emotions are no where to be seen.
But who's **** shaming, not me.

Vices are who we are.
Embracing them are a risk.
Monitoring my actions is obsene.
But who's changing, not me.