******* for making me feel like this.

My scars are fading
and it's scaring me
because it was the
only thing that
reminded me that
you were real..*

                                      
                                             *Once upon a
                                        time you used to
                                      love me, but who
                                               could love a
                                                    monster?

I'm laying in bed a month after we broke up,
And I'm staring at the ceiling thinking about every time I kissed you.

And ****** I wish I would've kissed you longer.
I wish I wouldve held you tighter.

I wish I would've done a lot of things.
I'm just glad it happened in the first place.

But **** some nights just get me,
Holy **** do I miss you.

1) I was no good for you.
I was like water in your lungs and I didn't want you to drown because of me.
2) We weren't ready.
You were in the summer months blossoming and I've been lost in the winter for a long time now.
3) You deserved better.
I was a dandelion and you were a rose.
4) I realized I loved you.
And that scared me because I knew you'd never love me back.

Last year we were talking like lovers,
       Now we don't even talk.

She's got this hope for me in her eyes.