The time has come for us to go,
but hesitated because we hate it so.
The joy we had and the love we almost got,
Choices blurred by a complicated plot.

As much as I wanted to love you,
it's a trouble I never want you to be into.
I can't show you anymore,
the love that we should've gone for more.

As I stare at you from afar,
shining but unreachable as a star,
I stand frozen of fear..
fear of hurting you, my dear.

As We brace for the inevitable,
I bid goodbye to the feelings unforgettable.
Burying the memories undying,
Manipulating myself into trying..

trying to leave this hell-like heaven,
before I start doing this.. all over again.

Warm summer love,
As sweet as a rose.
Angelic fragrance,
Filled the air.

Like spring time,
Born out of light's blessing,
Bloomed like younglings
Of new beginnings.

Stacks of autumn leaves,
That fills my heart,
Natural art of nature,
Mother earth's divine painting.

Winter's warmth,
Embrace of snow,
Chills all over my body;
Snowflakes which touches my lips.

Such beauty in every season,
Like love surpasses all reason.
Where as a place of sanctuary,
Found by your side, my solitary.

Your embrace, my fortress of solitude.
Your kiss, my home.
Bound by your words, my restitute.
Your sentences, an arousing tone.

But as they say,"Nightmares end, and so are dreams."

Crumbled down,
Like completed tetris line,
Disappeared without a trace;
All that formed completely erased.

After flashes of light,
Pixels came up.
And before I knew it -
Reality woke me up.

What if I chose you?
What if I abandon what I have,
what I possess and what I shared
to someone for you?

What if you are what really completes me?
What if you're the missing piece
to the puzzle that I've been solving for years?

What if I was really asleep
and you're the one who woke me up?
What if I'm really hurting
and all I want is for you to stay in my life?

What ifs.. The biggest heart breakers
in the history of mankind.