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Marissa Calderon Oct 2018
Even though he's gone, he's not.
He's everything.
He is the city lights talking in morse code,
flickering on and off at different intervals.
He is the song playing on the radio that you love
so much, but it will always hurt to hear.
He is the tap-tap-tapping of your pen when you're bored in
class and your pen knocks on the table like a palpitating heartbeat.
He is the slight breeze when you're stuck in a summer haze,
and the chilly bite of cold raindrops on your face.
He will never be gone, in any sense of the word.
But he is gone, now.
Marissa Calderon Oct 2018
And perhaps
the reason we cherish photos so much
is because they never change
even when the people in them do,
and that is truly beautiful
Marissa Calderon Oct 2018
so what happens
when the person who was your oxygen
cuts off your air supply.


well
you wait
and gasp for air where there is none
and then you die.
Marissa Calderon Oct 2018
I'm just an actress who
got really good at

being on today
  Sep 2018 Marissa Calderon
Rose
i wish i loved me better,
so i could have loved you deeper.
Marissa Calderon Feb 2018
I miss you

I miss your smile
and your eyes
and your hugs
and your hands

gosh.. I miss you

and it ***** that you're gone
because your kids miss you
and your mom
and your sisters
and your family

we all miss you

and it hurts to think of you while you're in that place
cold
gloomy
sad
depressing
no sunshine

The last time I seen you
you were there
pale
there was no warmth in your eyes
until you seen us
and then it was there

love
happiness
...
hope

and when we left I seen it drain
and all I felt was
hurt
anger
and fear

I was hurting
because I miss you, so utterly bad

I had anger
because I knew you had to stay in that place

I had fear
because how were you supposed to live in that place any longer

you weren't you
you were just a silhouette of the person you once were

and I hate that

because I miss you

I miss you
I miss you
I miss you


I love you Bubba
I miss you
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