You were called back so soon.
The angels sang to you,
And carried you away.
Why you were only here for such a small time, I'll never know.
But I know that I'm a mother of an angel in the sky,
Who looks down on me. And understands.
Maybe you were here to tell me I was not ready yet, and show me how much I could love.
But the time was not then.
And you're back in the clouds.

Your future is in your hands
Let it not slip into others'

These past few days and nights you have been the only thing on my mind. I can't help but sit and wonder if your laughing when I am, and if you're smiling when I am (Also if your worrying when I am) . I miss your voice, and your smile.

And your eyes...

I would give anything to spend a whole day with you, just you and me. It's only been a day since I've looked into the eyes of my soul mate, but in my heart it feels as though its been so unbearably long. I sit and think of all the reasons why I love you and all my favorite memories with you and I get so happy. I am so glad to know I am not alone...
This is the first time someone has been willing to stand with me through tough times, and honestly just your support is so much help. Thank you, I love you and I appreciate everything you do, have done, and are willing to do for me. You are truly amazing and truly special; You are my favorite person on earth, and you are my best friend.

Love,
Me <3

If sleep is for the weak...
Then why am I the one with dark circles and slow thoughts
That creep inside my head as the sun starts to stop

If sleep is for the weak..
Then why do I feel so afraid
To take a pill for sleepless nights
That my mind will fight and fight

I've heard that sitting in silence is peaceful and relaxing.

All I can hear are her screams of regret.

your demons drive an interest in my soul
i crave more of you