No matter how hard I try I will never be good enough.
- Never perfect enough.
- Never satisfying enough.
- Never proud enough.
Were all sad clowns inside because deep down we all know;
- We cant fly.
- We cant catch butterflies on our fingers.
- We cant touch a cloud or visit the sun.
Were never good enough.
Were all broken inside with hardly enough love to eat, yet alone give, but we try & we make the best of it & we do manage, but when will we be good enough?
When will we be pleased with ourselves?
When will I not hate myself deep inside for never being good enough?

Your like a leech on my soul, draining my brain, leaving it to evaporate through my skull.
You made my heart turn cold, you made me emotionless, like you stole my soul.
Now I feel nothing, i'm rotting from my bones.
I lost everything I am, you murdered me, but the part that hurts, is the fact that you feel NOTHING as you watch me bleed.
"Where do I go?" "How do I get out when you became part of me?"
There is no escape.
You infest me with your dark, ******* out my spirit, leaving me as an empty monster just like you.
"Where did my old thoughts go?"
"Where is my love for life?"
"Where did my relationship with God go?"
You extracted everything from me, i'm nothing now.
Youtook everything from me, I hate you, I never agreed to drown with you.
I'd do anything to have myself back, have my emotions, my feelings, my love, everything I am.