Come look at my face
Tell me that I'm falling from my grace
If I stay awake
I'll be inside watching all the
The ashes burning down
So I'm sleeping here from underground
A prayer
A savior
Fulfilling my favors
I need some help right now
The world is getting way too loud
I don't wanna keep on living in hell
I don't wanna keep on living in hell
Shield away my kind
Knowing that I'll step out of my line
Trying all the time
To kiss up to a monster that still holds on to my neck
It tells me I'm a ******* wreck
A prayer
A savior
Fulfilling my favors
I need some help right now
The world is getting way too Loud
I don't wanna keep on living in hell

like in those cinema movies
baby shot right through me,
swear to god he knew me
*******, got to me,
I was raised on running and
you slow me like Ativan,
I'm never gonna let you go
I already told you so
you're sweeter than honey and a heavenly kiss
Bonnie and Clyde would've never done this
I know that it's killing me slowly
I want you to hold me,
I know that you're trouble
but I could take it double,
I was raised on running and
you slow me down like Ativan,
I'm never gonna let you go
I already told you so
you're sweeter than honey and a heavenly kiss
I'm never gonna let you go
I already told you so
you're sweeter than honey and a heavenly kiss
Bonnie and Clyde would've never done this

Tell me that you read my letters
Tell me that you still strong
Tell me that your life is better
Ever since I've been gone
Now I, I really wanna let you know
I never meant to let you go
I'll find a way to let you know
That I'm feening
Got me in my feelings
And I found out I had demons
Trying to find a meaning, of me leaving...
Of me leaving...
Tell me that you got my letters
Tell me that you know these songs are about you
Tell me that your life is better
Even though I'm living without you
Ever since I've been gone
Now I, really hope let you know
I never meant to let you go
I'll find a way to let you know

do you see what I see
when I look in the night sky
stars and comets that are so free
but even they are very shy

every time I look at the night sky
I see the vast expanse of space
and think can i be that guy
just wanna see her face

peering into the darkness between the stars
I just think about whether you think about me
why the stars do not fall when I look at the sky
even then I could make a wish
to see your eyes are blue as the sea
how often do I feel like a spy
but for you it's only swish

Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh
You decide, if you're ever gonna, let me know
Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh
I'm sad, I know yeah
I'm sad, I know yeah

I gave her everything
She took my heart and left me lonely
I think broken heart's contentious
I won't fix, I'd rather weep
I'm lost then I'm found but
It's torture being in love
I love when you're around
But I ******* hate when you leave

Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh
You decide, if you're ever gonna, let me know
Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh
I'm sad, I know yeah
I'm sad, I know yeah

I don't know where you got your magic
But I'm powerless to stop it
It's stronger than a habit
And somehow I wanna stick around
You're the morning, I'm a winter night
You seek me out when I was made to hide
But somehow we've created paradise
I know that we shouldn't work
But sometimes the tables turn
I didn't choose you but my heart did
Two different pieces but we just fit
Always played it safe in love
But I'm all in if you are feeling this
Like a shock into my system
Re-wrote everything I thought I knew
Now it's hard to keep my distance
Cause I'm dying to get close to you

Don't you think that I'm the one you need?
Don’t you think that I’m not like the others?
Every night our eyes bleed
But we do not tell our fathers

The only time I was happy
I will remember him for life
It was a harsh winter
Snow blinded our eyes
But all i wanted then
Never hear byes
Hold her hand
And lead nowhere

I always wanted to understand

I feel really angry and stupid..
It's aching that you became my regret.
Up till now, I still wonder what exactly you were afraid of, for real, cause it definitely wasn't commitment.
I never thought uncertainty would be this painful but that's little compared to what you felt about my communication and trust issues and I'm really sorry about that, I really am.



I really have a lot to say, so much and I'm going to because there's no other person to say it to than you and I don't want to keep harboring my pain just to feed my ego.