"the only thing i knew how to do was to keep on keeping on"
"don't think twice it's alright"
"take me disappearing through the smoke rings of my mind"

it's funny because i don't feel the pain anymore
unless i'm drunk

i've blocked you out permanently
and it feels good

you're just a weird uncle to me now
or maybe a second cousin
not a dad
never been a dad

remember when you asked if i ever had braces?
i had braces for two years
two ******* years
yes
i had braces

don't throw your problems onto someone
or expect someone to fix you

everyone leaves-
no one stays

all you have is yourself
so you might as well try and figure **** out on your own

it's your daughter here-
wonder if you think of me
i still think of you
everyday

its been five
six
seven
years

can't remember
the years run together

trying to forget but all i see in a mirror
are your eyes staring back at me
your nose
your smile
your ears

i don't want to be you

remember when you promised you'd never do that?
i remember

then you did it
i couldn't believe it
no one believed it

i never left my bed that month
i never ate a full meal that month
i don't think you understand the pain you caused
i am different because of it
i have changed
i am not the same

i still remember when you said you never would hurt me
but now i think thats all you really did

I see you there
I feel you there
I don't want you there anymore
I used to
But not anymore