i just wonder if I'm the problem
"no it's not your fault"
but then why?
why do i get ****** over by the people who swear they won't

how do you sleep at night?
i don't want to be like you.

Sometimes I wonder why things happen
i know i have a good life
i do.

but i know that I'm not alright always
and its because people leave
and they don't come back

i was little when you left
so I've always been broken
but when you meet someone who knows this
you think they can't break you like that

you couldn't survive another break

then it happens

I was fine.
i was good
then during holiday break i saw you
and my heart broke again

what we once had is gone
forever
and even though i know that
i still feel you in my heart

did i try my hardest?
i see you in my dreams
nightly

time heals all?
I don't concur
I feel empty every day
don't know what it's like to feel whole

maybe when I'm older I will
it's just a phase
right?

i always heard the phrase
agreed with it at times
but then when i fell in love
and he told me he cheated on his ex
i thought

he wouldn't do it to me again
no way

but here to this day
i knew i wasn't the only one
i now am in full agreement of the phrase

once a cheater
always a cheater

i felt comfort in the fact that we had the same problem
but now i think that it was worse for us
two broken people don't make a whole person

you couldn't heal me
i couldn't heal you
i'm sorry for letting us think that'd be true

i'm sorry for putting you through
my problems

cause now we're both even more broken
we're just smaller broken pieces

why'd you lie
why'd you cheat
why'd you leave
why'd you let me go
why'd you let me down

why