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 Sep 2015 Ayrah Bellosillo
Ruthie
I get happy sometimes.
Right now I'm happy.
I like it.
It's refreshing.
The happiness fills me.
Right to the top.
I love it.
I'm just happy tonight
Exchanging messages every now and then,
Though gadgets are prohibited in your domain.
A Cheshire Cat smile unconsciously plastered
As I could see your exertion pretty mastered.

I know that there is something,
The way you care feels like I'm your everything
Or maybe I am just assuming
But not to assume is the hardest thing.

Oh~ How I wish I could be your girl,
For I know you'll be treating me like a pearl.
My feelings everyday would be ineffable,
For your patience makes every mistake amendable.

Yet to think of you with another girl,
Would cause my vision to blur.
Part of me wants to spend time with you to make memories for us two,
While another part of me says not to expect too much from you.

People keep asking our label,
All I did was portray an expression in glee
In fact, I don't know,
Even if you are sending me a clue.

So I came up with a conclusion,
Neither single nor In a relationship is my definition.
I hope everything will unfold,
But for now my status is On Hold.
 Jul 2014 Ayrah Bellosillo
m
you
with your charming, teeth whited, half-witted smiles,
clumsily showing me how things should be done.

you
with your endless rambles about no one but yourself
and occasionally asking about me as if i was special.

you
calling to me only when you're in need of something
or need of something from me
but never needing me.

you
with your opened, large, sea-blue eyes
blinking back at me.


you
and your words that could set me off into the sky,
the type that made me fly so high, that once i fell
my chances and i
will die.

— The End —