you are
the cold hands that choke me when i least expect it
10,9,8,7.. when will this be over
the dark cloud that lingers around me
Am i the only one who's seeing this?
the monster hiding under my bed
oh i know monsters don't exist
But you don't know this one
The voice I can't escape
"Are you seriously standing up here right now?"
The force that make my heart beat at an exponential rate
drummer boy?
Oh no, thats just me
Devil in disguise?
No he wants you to notice him
The push into the pool knowing I can't swim
What will **** me first, you or the chlorine?
You will destroy me
Bury me
Personally throw me into a coin
Make it your mission to see me fail
You are right in front of me
You are anxiety
And I hate you

Did you notice this lipstick I'm wearing?
I know red is your favorite color
Did you notice I filled in my eyebrows
Just for you to ask me out
Did you notice how I went to the gym today
And everyday
Did you notice how I didn't get the extra large fries
Or how I skipped dessert
My stomach is growling
But not for food
Did you notice this new underwear I'm wearing
It was 8 for $28
This concealer I'm wearing is $30
So maybe it can cover the bags under my eyes
From when you didn't text me back
Notice me
Because I notice you