Feeling so much pain why do I feel this way liking somebody that lied to you causing me not to breath air and crying last night me feeling like I'm not good for you why did you have to break my heart. So confused you telling me but this pain can't take away how my heart just shut down, lately I been wondering if we can still be friends or not cause you just shattered my heart into pieces. Crying through the night because you leaving me lonely it hurts very bad and you just don't care how I feel everyday you gone talking about I will come back baby and don't come back and then the morning you come home and I ask you where u was and then you say u was by your moms house and I know for a fact u wasn't cause she call my phone asking . Loving you first before myself cause I love you more than myself I know cause u didn't love me

I stopped writing poetry because I felt like nobody wasn't going to listen or hear me of what I have say that goes on my life or experience in this world And I gave up writing because I felt that it wasn't me no more and nobody feels what I feel inside my heart or the pain I'm going through depression and anxiety every day and I don't no why so I stop writing poetry period because at the moment I didn't care about anything and now I realized that writing helps me so much when I'm not myself at all or anything else that I feeling.

Feeling so much pain why do I feel this way liking somebody that lied to you causing me not to breath air and crying last night me feeling like I'm not good for you why did you have to break my heart. So confused you telling me but this pain can't take away how my heart just shut down, lately I been wondering if we can still be friends or not cause you just shattered my heart into pieces.

Is it right to be judge just because we like different opposite ***  we hear this everyday talking about we gonna to sin just because we like what we like and I love they way I'm and I don't care if society Judge us who are you just because I proud lesbian/ stud and it's doesn't make any sense to me no more just caused people don't agree with us and tearing me apart but oh well. Being in a world that people judge you because of your choice of clothes you wear and how you want to wear it cause that make you comfortable being you and not worried about what society have to say. Being proud of yourself.  Being part of the LGBTQ Community is a great thing to be in cause there is a alot of Iove  that they show us for being ourself and nobody  else  can't change that cause we are comfortable in our own skin and being happy because we found who we are and what we like. I'm glad that I found out what I like and what I don't like for years cause I was scare what will society will think of me being a lesbian cause we get judge all the time for liking female and not men cause it's a sin for liking them but I don't care what society thinks cause I'm glad that I'm in the LGBTQ Community.

Defining myself he or she asking how to think  causing me to breath but why me and I don't know what to anymore or how is meant to be but how to defining and so many ways to cause you to Wonder what will you do. Bleeding through my pain is driving me crazy trying to fight the saddest how I'm feeling right now but loving people is to different  things to worry about and I need to focus how to define myself who I'm and what I'm ....... Wondering if I can tell people that finding yourself is a adventure of things that you might want to accomplish in life.

True love is blind, though it waits before your eyes on the outside you only see a disguise from the moment you need the attraction starts but true love is found in your soul and spirit infinitely sent from above trust your soul and feelings to sense true love not seen nor heard and often unrecognized do not insist on seeing it with your eyes. Looking into your eyes to see if I tell that love is  combined  together and not separate.