I wrote this awhile ago.

I'm wrapped in your smile
And I'm lost in your eyes
You're like the phantom of the opera
You hide  in disguise

A touch of fear has struck your soul
Fighting the demons as they dance around your heart
You haven't lost the race
You just forgot how to start

A fire burning bright
I wanna be your guide and show you the way
Please don't go, I want you to stay

Time is running out
My patience is losing site
Should I jump ship or continue the fight ?
Wasted time and wasted days
I fell in love with your magic, your silly little ways.
My shadow in the dark
My night in the light
My forever phantom

Some do drugs, others get drunk, maybe even a mixture of both.
Some can even go for a run.
But at the end of the day we're all just searching for that tiny space, perhaps a hole that gives us shelter from the terrible reality of the world we live in

We all stare at the same sky.
We all fear that something great wont happen twice.
We’ve come this far for such petty things

I am pregnant with a thought,

I conceived it with a dream,

I gave birth to an idea,

I raised it to fly,

it is now my life

Sometimes the thought of you hurts.
My love for you was like a fire that's flame couldn't go out.
Never ending.
Our bond was different.
Unique in a sense.
But, you hurt me.
Heartbroken and full of pain.
Hard to let go of the thought of us.
It kills me inside.
I took a bullet for you.
To the heart that is.
It got shattered.
Not even the strongest glue could fix the damage.
I cave in to others.
Lusting for love.
A heart full of broken pieces.
Fix me?

Catch my breath.
You speak to me with words.
I look at you with feelings.
We look at each other like we are about to kiss.
If you love me let me know.
For who could ever learn to love a beast.
My kisses aren't so easily won.

It's still you.
And the days feel like years when i'm alone.
Even the leaves fall for you.