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Where I stand
Hundreds of thousands of years,
I see
Among times, a time,
In the form of waves
repeatedly touch my feet on the shore

In one milliseconds
with the speed of light
I go to the back of time
response could kiss my ancestors forehead
Come back again
In front of you

I beg love to you
If you give
After a moment,
An angel carries me to Space
To learn the secrets of creation

I do not know where is the end of the road
not to return home
not even call you at all
But continuing with the dreams
Running from one end to the other end of the universe

Anywhere else in the thought
The outcome beyond what is love
Then Another bunch of waves
Seemed to push my feet again-
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@ Musfiq us shaleheen

"When entering a dark road in
your life, you must become the light.
Darkness will never reveal one's mess, in the
morning, noon or night.
Turn on the light for it to be cleaned.
We have all collected our dirt, never wanting
it to be seen.
When mechanical things breakdown, you pick up
a tool.
Do you become that tool when humanity
needs to fix a fool?
Don't run away, for your light
will go dim.
Stay the Course, you just may
prevent a sin."

"Many are put in the ground
For trees to bare fruits,
Others sit on the land,
mostly to be cooked.
They all serve  a purpose
Providing life for us to live,
Yet we too were at one time
a seed planted by our fathers
also to provide, and give.
We may be called humans,
I disagree.
God's earth was to be a garden
to grow Flowers that became
You and Me."

I'm doing well this is my 3rd no energy drinks giving up a bad habit I took up once I quit drinking. Thankful for my support group who call me my actions if I'm falling back into those habits.
My love life had been stale I don't need anyone to be happy. Found happiness in my passion and what I love not in other individuals. My friend seen a girl who he thinks would be my type. He's the worse match maker ever but that's my opinion how do you hype a person up if you dk anything about a person.
I'm feeling good relationships aren't everything. I'm focused on JJ and writing they keep me sane. On the  mats I learn my techinque get better if not let the person I train with better.
Writing has been my way to figure things out not so angry or looking back but letting go. Moving forward the only story I can get lost in is moment I don't want to forget. I let go do I can live now life is about going forward not back

i would give
most anything
to be by your side
just one more time

sadness is more
than just a tear
you wipe away