sometimes wish my skull was hollow,
sometimes i think it is.
brain replaced with pansies,
flourishing from liquid dreams.
face blank; staring into
unfocused air.
cursed with a sleeping brain,
blessed with its craftsmanship.
memories caught on tape.
scenarios rolling smoothly;
every moment, invoked upon personally.
worries creep in like Japanese knotweed -
can’t ever get rid of it all.
most of all, thoughts like shattered glass
make me bleed from unusual places.
sometimes wish my skull was hollow,
sometimes i think it is.
feel like i exist more in my head
than i do here.