I turned a new page and I know what it will bring to me:
366 more reasons to love you
366 more reasons to hate you
366 more wars between my mind and my heart
366 more smiles
366 more reasons to smile
366 more reasons to be me

I will smile, I will cry
I will fall and get back on the top
But the most important thing is that I will be happy

And all is left is left from you is right
Next to me...your promise that we are
Going to stay together forever...do you really want to
End what is between us...it maybe feels
Right to you but I hope you know that you are breaking my heart

Maybe I should stop talking to him
He friendzoned me
He clearly told me that he doesn't wanna be anything more than just friends
But maybe there is hope
But maybe I am wrong
Maybe I am annoying him
Maybe he is just too polite to tell me that
But why is he so nice...but yet so mean
I feel sorry for him
I don't even know why
My eyes are filled with tears
My heart is filled with pain
But my mind
My mind is filled with anger
And I wanna make him sorry for his words:
You mean a lot to me, but i would rather see that we just stay friends.

I catch myself thinking about you
A lot
But we are just friends
Aren't we
You probably don't think about me as much as I do
But that's fine
We are just friends
And you probably don't care about me as much as you care for your schoolmate
We are just friends
But why does it hurt when I catch you talk to her
When I see how happy you are when she is near
But we are just friends
Even if I wanna be something more

You are like chocolate
But much better
You are like a drug
But much more addictive
Your eyes are like sea
But much warmer
You are my dream
But not my reality

Why doesn't he text me
Maybe I should text him first
No, a guy must text you first
Maybe I should snap him
But he doesn't snap me back
He is not the right one for me
Why doesn't he text me
I don't like him anymore
Who needs a guy anyway
Oh, look he texted me
He wished me a good morning
I love him so much