Thinking of you makes my heart flutter and ache at the same time. The warm memories mixed with the cold memories all in one fragile yet bold body. I know I can go on, it's just sometimes hard to stay strong. I want to break down these walls I've built but they are held together by the shame and the guilt. I have been working so ******* my happiness yet I always feel myself missing the comfort of my sadness. Where is mind? Where is my heart?