They say that painting a room yellow
Could brighten your life
Well doesn't that seem odd
That a simple color could lessen your depression
That a shade can make you smile and glow
Well what's the difference from a person in love or on drugs
That's their yellow paint
Paint that brings them happiness
If having *** will makes them happy they will do it
Or staring into the eyes of another
Or even inhaling smoke
There are millions of yellow paint out there
You just have to find your shade

madness is beautiful
and all the beautiful people are mad

from the day i met you
i knew i would love you
from the first time we talked
i knew it would be til i died
from when we became a thing
i knew it would be more
from the first time we kissed
i realized i wanted a family
from the first time we made love
i saw you in every second of my life
from the last text message you ever sent
i realized it was over
from that day
i realized i was the only one

look how happy
look how sweet
how could she ever weep

so beautiful
so tasteful
how could she not be hopeful

her eyes are like the ocean
her smile is like a crescent moon
but her eyes do not seem the same

she may laugh but it sounds so bear
she may smile but her eyes wont smile too
she may look happy but she is lying

you can see it when you really try
she can look at him with a smile
but she really wants to cry

she carries on like a solider with battle wounds
bleeding out of every cut her body takes in
the deeper she cuts the less she feels

we want to save her from her self hate
she doesn't think she is good enough
because she isn't her

he left her with broken dreams
a life that could have been
so the process begins

she cuts she starves she cries to sleep
she vomits after meals she sleeps all day
they wonder what has happened to this girl with the deep blue eyes

she has fallin' in love
but she went past his heart
and fell into the abuse

this girl is no longer at your school
you use to see her everywhere
but not anymore

she took her last breathe and jumped
in hopes to go into his heart
but a rope caught her before she hit the bottom

this girl feel in love
so i told you her story
but what you didn't know is the girl was me

cover up
don't let them see all the pain in me

fix your makeup
its just a breakup

hide all your crazy
and act like a lady

keep it together
even if your falling apart

don't let them see you cry
and say goodbye

She was a flower
Among a fire
I protected her for so long
One day I picked this flower and put it high on a slef so she couldn't be harmed
But as time past she started to die
I always wondered why
Then it hit me
I shouldn't have added more flowers to my collection

your not supposed to want to die
when you living

you shouldn't have scars on your arms
when your alive

you shouldn't be dreaming of death
when your still breathing

you should still have a heartbeat
when you still have a soul

   "but living without him is the same as dying"

sometimes...
the most beautiful thing about her
is when she cries

because that is the only way
to truly know how she feels on the inside

Out of all the knifes
Guns
And arrows
That could have killed me
It was my own
Trusty dagger

it hurts really bad
when you know you can't have them

it hurts worse
when you know they don't want you

don't be fooled
by the road less traveled by
dust has covered a mountain