What am I
When our lips are miles apart
And the words
you whisper
Are not for me
What am I
When you run your fingers
Through the hair
Of an unknown beauty
One of many
What am I
When you give me wings
To fly away
but cut them off
As you please
What am I
When your eyes are blind
To the pain you cause
When you call me love
What am I
My love
What am I to you

I am leaving you.
There fore I will leave you with fractured images of me and who I once was.
Just so you can see the person that I used to be, before you ruined me.

it's been a while since i've written
things are changing
maybe thats good
maybe thats bad
I'm happy
or at least i think i am
im no longer struggling just to wake up every day
maybe thats good
maybe thats bad
will i ever been truly 100% happy?
probably not
but these feelings that i feel now, they're great
falling in love was possibly the greatest thing that could happen to me
its crazy how a god i didn't believe in just a year ago, blessed me with the greatest gift in life
love
and happines

I love science
But I wish I still wondered
why the sky is blue

I adore silence
but i wish innocence
can still be heard

In the serenity
I didn't choose
In the questions
i was forced to conclude