this face is not Your face
these hands are not Your hands
Your hips are not your hips
so why are They here?

disconnected
ear, knee, toe, elbow
are they Yours?

body and mind
unaligned

where actually are You?

where am I?
not here

yet not completely absent
I'm in this body that is mine
but not

but if not
then who, where, what, how?
how am I
If not in this body of mine?

please come to me i have
nothing else
i need something
anything.

fill my mind with a
valley
a bounteous valley
fertile, full of prosperity,
clarity, calamity, tranquillity ...

but my mind is a
desert
a dry wasteland
nothing to express or nurture
not even
desire.

please come back to me
desire
i want to want to want to want to want to want to want
to desire.

                                     otherwise, i have Nothing.