If I could right you a letter Oh the things I would say I could spend forever in your arms What would you say You're not ready But I'm in no rush You've captured my heart And all I have are words Look in my eyes Innocent touch Falling in love Oh what have I done
For all the injustice in the world For all the cruelty surrounding me For the lights burning out For the stories untold For the way my heart longs for a hand to hold For every trial For every change For every empty stage I weep
My heart is breaking It had begun to heal With the admittance of a chance to feel All swept away Like the sand in the wind And My heart is left hollow and broken again
My heart aches at the thought of you The thought of your words in the quiet Autumn air Like a leaf drifting through me like a sweet symphony drifting in and out of my memory The thought of your smile, your laughter filling my heart with joy Just the thought of your skin Sends A tingle down my spine The thought of your hands Connecting with mine Like snowflakes silently landing as our lips touch Just the dream of you The thought of your kiss Like a flower Rising out of a long abandoned garden Pushing through the warning signs meant to keep you out I feel your pull on me like a rushing tide I need your breath like I need mine The sunbeams you call compliments Showing me to love once more But will it last or be left on these forgotten shores
We ended rough Like the dreams of dried maple leaves So let me tell you this Thank you Thank you for warming my heart on cold nights Like hot chocolate in the rain Even though the illusion of you Took the whole of my brain Thank you for the long nights When I couldn't bring myself to stop reading your words Or going over them again and again in my head Thank you for letting me hold on Little do you know the many times you saved me Even though it killed me Thank you for showing me that someone could care Even if not for too long Thank you for teaching me to see the stars The moon and every constellation lit my way through the darkest nights Thank you for the good memories From frisbees to video games You made me smile You made me cry But most of all You were there Now I have people to turn to when times get tough The more distant moments when I remember you're not here
I'm sick of letting go So why oh Why does my heart keep trying to fall I know what it feels like The high is like you've never known But the adrenaline in the fall Never lasts long at all
So why oh why do we try My heart keeps trying And I'm just dying for you too see That my appearance isn't me No My appearance isn't all there is to see There's more to me There's more to me
So what does it feel like To never look at me and never see My dreams
I need positivity like a sunflower needs the sun So what do I do when I'm given none? I'm fed poison and breathe out joy Bringing life through photosynthesis Using my outward appearance to make people smile But I'm cut at the stem To be given to some much more special than I And slowly start to rot I'm given as a gift Once I wither away and my fresh scent is gone They throw me away and keep moving on No one thinks about the sunflowers
I'm Higher than a kite, The lighter brighter than my future, The night sky is falling, I'm dreaming of darker times, But at least for a moment I forget, I'm dying to feel alive.