I am feeling
I’m holding on to tears
anger’s chocking my throat
I open my mouth to express
instead I’m screaming without a sound

Help

I don’t know how much you meant it
When your arms around my neck
pretended to chock me to death

I don’t know how much you meant it
How many percent

The dark is not empty
The dark is full
Full of colors
black
And navy
And grey
And white
The dark is comforting
You are being hugged
By the dark

I don’t know how to argue
When I’m angry or sad
Still my brain and blood could boil
Like thick curry, blue green and black
The extra spice could be nasty
The smell could hurt the eyes
In time it’ll even overflow
The green and blue could fly
I’ll close the lit of the ***
I’ll hold it all inside
So no one has to taste it
As I die a little inside

Get out
Get out of my life
Put your anger somewhere else
Not here not now
Don’t blame me for things I haven’t done
Or what I don’t meant to do
Get out of my life, befor I’m poisoned
Dying every minute thanks to you





No,
come back

If I stretch my hand hard enough
My skin will ripped open
Then I could pill it down a little
like banana
Then, and only then I’ll finally see
The emptiness
Or the universe
insede me

This white dress
Is an armour
So so tight
Paired with shoes and bouquet
These are weapons
prepare you to war