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Kay Nov 2017
I really do care for you,
but these feelings you make me feel.
They are painful, they frustrate me, and slowly crush me.
When you smile, my heart skips beats.
Why cant you just hold me, please love me?
You speak but I can't listen.
Look at my actions, cant you see, i need you...
I'll breath but I feel like i'm drowning,
your word keep me afloat now,
but later, other words can drown me.
My emotions that i buried bubble and fester,
they tell me i'm not good enough for you.
When you look at other girls i cant help but hurt,
i'm sorry if i'm annoying you, i cant help it.....
I've fallen in love.
But if i love you, then why does some part of me hate you?
Kay Nov 2017
From the moment i met you, 
you were the image of perfection.
I didn't want to lisen to the voice in my head saying,
its all a con, hes to perfect. No ones perfect.
Your stuck in my thoughts, not sure what i should do with you.
I hear you whispering to me, the sound of your voice is memorizing.
I'm praying to God asking him for strength, because you bodies got me crying.
Just a little taste wont hurt, just one moment.
I need you now.
Now that I've fallen for you.
Your always there when i need you. Where are you now that I want you.
don't fall for it...
Kay Nov 2017
The mirroring of feelings as clear as shallow water

Your intentions are see through yet undefinable

when I look in your eyes, reflections show through.

Manifestations of shadows, of turning oceans, and of rising waters,

shock me with the coldness of one touch of your skin.

The deep reflections in your eyes show what you so dearly need,

yet untouchable they are.

With no where to hide but the deep waters in your eyes

in those dark shadows i will hide.
Kay Nov 2017
I never even realized that I was lost.

Until you showed me the map

I've been wandering,

far from the road where I am supposed to be.

You gide me to new places where I find,

pieces of myself that I thought were forever gone.

You, who is so skillful pieces me back together,

your hands like razors cut away the misfit pieces,

making them new.

Where my soul is cracked, you fix it up.

I am new because of you. Thank you.

What you expect something from me now?

You fixed my heart with yours and now its time to say,

goodbye.
Kay Nov 2017
You have left me scarred,
when you repeatedly crushed me with your words.
Caring is important, yet you don't bear me a single glance.
Never being cared for, it messes you up,
consequences of never being cared for leaves you cold,
these things get in the way of life.
They block the light out of your life.
Open yourself up, I dare you, I believe you'll be surprised.
The people around you will change you for better or for worse,
don't build a wall, old habits are not easily broken,
but don't take a step away.
Come toward the light and do not stray, don't close your eyes,
I'm right here.
When you do open your eyes, I'll still be right here, you won't have to lose anyone else.
Just don't push us away.  We won't leave you alone.
I believe in you.
Don't build walls that your not willing to take down
Kay Nov 2017
How can one person make you feel empty
like they have broken you,
as if they have grabbed your heart out of your chest,
just so they can stop your heart from pounding,
from believing, from breathing just long enough.
Then they let go, and all of a sudden you feel again.
Your crushed heart breaths, but not long enough…
You grasping for air that's just not there.
The pain that you had been forced to suppress comes,
and now your dying…Why?
Don't let people push you around, it's your life not theirs.
Kay Nov 2017
I look around, I look at you.

How do you look at this world?  How do you see me?

With those broken eyes, are we so different?

The stars in the sky weren't put there to tell us what to do

but to show us who we are, to let us know that they are still there.

look at the sea constantly changing, like you and me…

why can't we spread our wings and fly?

What’s holding us down?  Are you broken, angry or hurt?

It doesn’t matter, I won't tell you, that you didn't get it right.

You will grow, and you will change,

you'll be stupid and you'll be smart.

But in the days that you do happen to get it right,

we are here and we hear your cry's…
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