I called them "grown ups"
Until I was old enough to realize
That some of them didn't grow up

From my experience
Mostly for bad
But sometimes for good

Oh great, he’s at it again
“It’s not because I want to, it’s because I can!”
He shouts
But really… He just needs to get out
From contacting minors
To- oh… buddy… that’s a no sir
To something that turns my face to pure disgust
Something that we need to publicly discuss

Wishing for me to **** myself with a fragile mindset?
Anything you’d like
Just how bad can it get?
Might as well give your wine a spike
Oh?
So you want to **** the poison out of me after calling me the daughter you never had?
Just to let you know
That’s kind of bad
That’s some top notch ****** and ******* going on
This isn't the 1800s
You may as well be considered as the equivalent as “Thick of It” by KSI

Going on my ex’s side after knowing what he had done to me?
Wait…I forgot you can't see
You can't even look at anything without glasses
Come on… try to find your old man glasses
I'm not going to help you either
My hands can't touch it because I'm too aether
Now, come on
Since you got your big old man glasses on
You can finally read what he has done to me
Oh…. you're still picking his side?
Saying I'm even uglier because I let him do those disgusting things to me?
Saying I'm pathetic and weak because I can't stand up to him whenever I was JUST speaking to him with my mind?
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GET OUT YOU SA ENABLER🗣️‼️‼️‼️‼️

Come on! Come on!
Don't you want to sexually harass women?
Don't you wanna know how bad you sexually harass women?
Come on!
Come on!
Do you know how bad you are?
Don't you want to get exposed on how bad you are?
Come on!
Come on!

🦗🦗🦗🦗🦗🦗🦗🦗🦗🦗🦗🦗

Oh that's right!
You're never that ******* bright!
You believe everything I say is wrong
But you're caught feeling a child’s thong!
Trying to hear its moans form into a song?
“I can't tell what's wrong"
He tells everyone
And now everyone’s gone
Everyone's done

Oh? So you're just making up rumors about people?
Saying someone has my IP address, my address, my state, my country, and my full legal name?
Maybe you shouldn't have put my name out there
But of course our vision isn't the same
Oh? Making someone else look like a *******?
“How cruel” is what I would say if it was
You are the equivalent of hearing my phone buzz
For the millionth time already

Look at the elephant in the room!
The main victim is me
Everything is caused and effected by me
Everything is involved with me
I am everything and everything belongs to me!
Is what you make me seem to be

I just have a simple question…why are you so obsessed with me?
Why are you so “in love" with me?

People ask me
Why I don't believe them
Why I can't trust that they won't lie

The reality is
I used to believe it all
That he would change
And that he won't the battle
With his drugs
And his anger
But then I saw it
I felt it
And that's why I cry

This is why
I refuse to hope
And I can't believe

I want to
I really do
I promise
I try

Moonbeams dance from up high,
While stars their secrets keep,
And the heavens slumber in a velvet sky
As gentle dreams run deep.

Please close your eyes and drift away
On wings of peaceful rest,
Until the morning light breaks soft and new
And wakes you at your best.

©️Lizzie Bevis

Anxiety,
Leave me alone

Anxiety,
Let me be

Stop getting in the way
Allow me fun
And relax

Stop with the teary eye
Trouble catching my breathe

Anxiety,
Let me enjoy things
Let me genuinely smile

Leave me alone
Let me feel calm for a while

Stop taking over my life
And my mind

Anxiety,
Please be more kind

Some doors are meant to stay unopened,
Some questions left silent in the air,
Some chapters end without conclusion,
Some paths often lead to nowhere.

Not every story needs an ending,
Not every wound needs words to heal,
Not every heart requires mending,
Not every truth needs a big reveal.

There's wisdom in quietly leaving,
There’s grace in letting mysteries be,
There’s peace in simply believing
That what must flow will find the sea.

So loosen your grip on expectations,
Release the need to understand,
Accept the silent explanations,
Because it is not a part of your plan.

©️Lizzie Bevis