Everything don't fall into place
You walked away when you said
We needed space

We both felt empty and lost
You wandered around to have fun
while I cried river,hid and ran

I can't take this no more
I want to go home
but home is in your arms

now, I'm left all alone
shattered and wrecked
no sign if you would come back

You still hold on
though you know it will end very soon.

I was like a rose before
guarded by thorns
protecting itself
from predators

but then you came
you're not afraid of thorns
and then you pick me out
leaving me
.
.
.

broken
.
.
the thorns grew again
strong and firm this time
but then you came back
far different from before

you're like a butterfly
that enchanted me
so i let my guard down

Of all the jokes I heard
your's made me laugh so much

that's when you said

I want you back.

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I thought
I am brave enough

I was

not afraid what the
world will throw at me

what changes
I'll be facing

what risk
I'll be taking

what struggles
I'll be battling with

I bet
I can surpass
all those mad stuffs

not until
I met you

you
who remind me words
i chose not to know and feel

you, just only you
who made me feel fear, afraid and hesitant

fear that I might get hurt
(but who didn't get hurt in love?)
afraid that I'll feel pain
(but pain makes us grow and strong)
I hesitate to give you chance
(but all deserve a chance)

I doubt you
kudos! benefit of the doubt exist

Whatever those "what if's"
I'll choose to try
than regret


after all
t'wil be an experience

what's ahead makes my heart jump
and throb

the story of us

let's make it a piece
worth to share on poetry
a story worth reading for
and a journey worth travelling

let's start making our story my love.

Call me old school
Hopeless romantic and
pathetic fan of happy  endings

But my belief on love
will not demise

I strongly hold the fact that
love find its way
love happens freely and inevitable

and

love last a lifetime

I never want you in my life
and it's a lie when I said
I love you

Let me go
I don't want you to
stay here with me


Forever don't exist
and I don't believe
we're meant to be

Cross-legged while sitting
on a vintage chair
I took a sip of wine
and stare at the sky

Another temporary crutch, i murmured

Deep sigh,
another sip
and a tear freely fall
tear after tear

To drink so to forget you
pathetic and poor me
I'm stuck in reverse

I had enough bottle
am a bit tipsy by now
til next session my glass
until I move on

WFTH

Rushing in my younger days
Some regrets for today's ways
Played by destiny and fate
I wish I was young again but it's too late**

©WFTH