"--they're too happy
to have to deal with my problems."

"if I asked you to name all the things you love, how long would it take you to name yourself?"

they say that nothing is wasted:
either that or it all is.

He was smooth but not understanding
He was charming but not loyal
He was beautiful but a manipulator    
I knew this would come to and end
I knew I was a fool
He was secure but brought my insecurity
He was strong inside but not loving
He was my first but never mine