l{one}l{I}ness
hurts like
one
e   m   p   t   y
cup of coffee while another sits
cold in the late afternoon light
full and a little bitter
like your stomach
it stings
like
too much wine -- or *****--
against chapped lips
at 10:45p.m.
finding a ****** wrapper under your bed
of trapped in the corners of your sheets
or cigarette cherries falling onto fuzzy
knee
caps
while Johny Cash
sings you into drunken sleep
al{one}
at
11:30 p.m.
it throbs like heads
and unanswered text messages
and bruises on your knees
the day
after
blinking dizzily into grey-morning-afternoon-night
waking up in a single bed
when the fires have gone out
makeup is smeared
and you realize you forgot to put on socks
it feels like that look on your face
when calls go unanswered
and pretty lingerie makes your skin look
bruised
when a dress meant for a party lies
crumpled in the corner of your bed
or your bathroom
damp and wrinkled
from showers taken at
3.am.
to burn out the lonely that
clings
like
your hands in his when you stop
being alone
or like perfume on a
black tee-shirt that you
borrowed months ago
it is comforting like cheap coffee
and relaxed smiles
of an entire box
of off-brand reeses cocoa puffs
with almond milk
of the taste of peach cigarillos
it is sweet like sweet red and dark chocolate
on a tuesday night
when you are in your underwear
or like listening to sad music
while shaving your legs
and buying a bottle of nail polish
because of the pun in the name on its
bottom
it is also addicting like
the smell of their sweat or
seeing their car parked at the gas station
and holding your breath
to see them
or counting the *******
band stickers on their bumper
to the beats of your heart
untill the lights turn green
it is like listening to ingrid michaelson
in a cold car or sitting
in a cheap orange chair in a coffeeshop
by yourself.
it is like drinking a bottle of wine before
5 p.m.
or watching the sun rise
over naked
january trees
when you haven't slept the night before
or the night before that
or the night before
or the night
before

जाने क्यों तेरी यांदो ने फिर सताया मुझको
जाने क्यों ये माँ तेरी बहुत ,
याद आ रही है
तेरा वो मुस्काना ,गले से लगाना
तेरी हर मीठी बाते ,याद आ रही है
मेरा तुम से यूँ रूठना और तेरा मानना
हाथ सर पे रख बेटा बेटा बुलाना
संग तेरे खाना ,यूँ तेरा हाथो से खिलाना
तेरी हर मीठी बात याद आरही है
जाने क्यों मेरे आँखों के आंसू थमते नहीं अब
तेरी यादे इस कदर मुझको तरपा रही
ये माँ तेरी बहुत याद आ रही है
ये माँ तेरी बहुत याद आ रही है.......

The sun rays touching
Ocean waves reach up to greet
In harmony dance